bellanoviella

I always look forward to your posts. Thank you for this zoso!!

HerbiceXXV

I need to read this pretty much every day. I'm glad to see it. I printed two copies. One is on my fridge, and the other is on my wall near my bed. You've been through what I'm getting through... thanks for sharing what worked for you.

xsoldier

I still have trouble sometimes. She wasn't using when we started dating, and something triggered it. I'm not sure when it started again for her, and I knew she had in the past. She had come clean about her addiction when we started dating, and I respected her courage.

Yet in the last month I have seen how cruel she can be, how I was manipulated. It is just hard to wrap my mind around. I know I can't fix her, all I want is to heal me now. Which is hard because I have been so confused. Everything has been twisted and turned to were it's my fault. I know it isn't, but it still weighs on me...