FindingErica

KE, I made a resolution after I gave him money last week, that I would not make any big decisions until I have been 24 hours no contact. I am changing the dynamic, I am leaving him. I already defied him by keeping my job here and getting a rental home for me an the kids. He wanted me to get a job in the new state an probably support him. I don't always answer his calls, I am not depositing my checks...etc.

LuvMySis

Erica, you sound so good in these posts. I hope you feel good. You deserve alot of credit and hugs from all of us. I wish you the very best.

:ghug3

GoingThrough2

Dear FindingErica,

Oh the things they do and say to suck us back in, play on our emotions and put us back on the roller coaster ride.
Eventhough we have been there and done that before.
It still messes with our heads/thought patterns.
It's utter maddness!
Bless your heart sweety.
You seem to automatically know the right answers.
Because you've already been through this before.
I'm praying for you and sending some good vibes your way!
Good Luck & Much Love!
~Love, GT2~

FindingErica

I sound good because I know in my head what must be done logically. But as far as feeling good goes, I'm anxious, stressed, depressed and at times still in disbelief that this is my life.

outtolunch

Be done with this nonsense. Change your phone number.