LoveMeNow

Ok, I am letting go...finally! I have gone no contact. I am stopping the insanity. I can't do it anymore.

I have very little money and no job but relying on my AH is just not the answer. I need to cut my losses now. He is really going under and relying on him is just insane. He is making good money but that wont last. His addiction is progressing (my fault to kicking him out and I believe he is doing more than pills now too.

I see a new bottom coming for him and I wanted to through out the net...one more time. Huge mistake! He needs to keep falling.

Without trying to sound bitter and even though I know I can't save him...why would I even want to?? God knows he hasn't cared about me.

I will find a any job....it's a start. Even if I don't make what I was used to, it will be be a step in the with direction to my freedom and sanity.

I pray God helps open doors. I know He will be with me so I am not alone. I have to just trust with him with all my heart.


When my anxieties hit - I just keep telling myself

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths
Proverbs 3:5-6

Please say a prayer for me! Please ask God to take my fears away.

I could use a hug. :ghug3

crazybabie

(((((((((((((((LMN))))))))))))))),:ghug3

I will keep you in my prayers .

Doingfine

Done... Said a little prayer for u.

YearForMe

YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dollydo

You can and will do this, keep your path to your future first and foremost in your mind.

Sending support your way.

Kindeyes

One day at a time. Keep that in mind. It's often too much to look at the future as a whole but we can do anything.....one day at a time.

gentle hugs and prayers of support
ke

Stayingtough

You can do this! Keep strong. Good luck, we are walking in similar shoes so I feel for you. If you want to talk, message me, we can find strength in each other. Keep God close to your heart, He will lead you in the right direction.

ODAT63

Proverbs 3:5-6 my favourite, I have it by my computer at work and the mirrows at home. Prayers for you.

Ilovemysonjj

Prayers for your continued faith and strength. Our God is a mighty God.