Small step
Small step
I suppose this post may sound silly to most but this small step made me so proud of myself. I was determined to not let AH choices control me in any way and as some of you know I really wanted to see American Idol tonight.
The way I kept looking at was he is not gonna control me he is doing what he wants so I should be able dadada... I can watch the show and go to the next meeting this thinking has been off and on since I attend the first meeting on Monday.
When I left Monday's meeting I was all about I will be at the next meeting as the week went by I was thinking his choice is making me have to go attend a meeting when I want to do something else. Then wham I saw the light bulb.
This, is not about him making me go to meetings VS watching a silly show. I am choosing to attend meetings for ME. I chose the meeting tonight. .
Wow, the crazy way I think sometimes.
The way I kept looking at was he is not gonna control me he is doing what he wants so I should be able dadada... I can watch the show and go to the next meeting this thinking has been off and on since I attend the first meeting on Monday.
When I left Monday's meeting I was all about I will be at the next meeting as the week went by I was thinking his choice is making me have to go attend a meeting when I want to do something else. Then wham I saw the light bulb.
This, is not about him making me go to meetings VS watching a silly show. I am choosing to attend meetings for ME. I chose the meeting tonight. .
Wow, the crazy way I think sometimes.
That's a good step. Recognizing that your own emotional, psychological and spiritual well being is your first priority is huge! American Idol vs a meeting is similar to a bag of potato chips vs an apple. One may make you feel good. The other is good for you. The short term good feeling vs a healthy choice. Hmmmm....huge step.
Making healthy choices for ourselves is so important. Good for you Angie!
gentle hugs
ke
Making healthy choices for ourselves is so important. Good for you Angie!
gentle hugs
ke
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