panda177

So this afternoon my BF and I went for his assesment to get into an out patient rehab program. Things look promising, his insurance is going to cover it so that is a huge help. In between throwing up and sleeping today he said he is really looking forward to a sober life. I have faith but at the same time I am so scared. I'm letting go and I know if he relapses it has nothing to do with me and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I know I need to focus on myself as well (easier said than done)but in the mean time I will do whatever I can to support him and love him and if he chooses to reuse then he will loose his family. I am willing to help him in whatever way I can but I refuse to let his addiction destroy me and our son. I'm also looking into going to some nar-anon meetings, I need to make sure I stay healthy while helping him through this.

Ann

Taking care of yourself and your child will help you get through the days ahead, however they unfold.

I'm glad you found meetings, they have helped so many here.

Hugs