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feelsolow 03-30-2012 11:32 PM

My day has just gotten better and hopefully the rest of my life as well
 
My boyfriend or whatever he is right now is in rehab while I am at home with our two month old daughter. He asked me to come to the family program there and I did. Learned many things one of which is that I'm codependent. Well we have been together for 2 1/2 years. he went to rehab and I'm so happy he did. When we had a communication exercise at the rehab he said he needed space to find himself and not to take that the wrong way. He acted as though we were still a couple while I was visiting but me being codependent was making me think he doesn't want to be with me and for a few days now I have been driving myself nuts being scared that he will leave me. No more! He called today and I told him that I was scared of him not wanting to be with me and he just said he doesn't know. Well I don't care anymore. I DESERVE someone who loves me and realizes my worth! I am good enough to be loved.

Every morning I will be saying to myself:

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.:c043::c015:

dollydo 03-31-2012 04:45 AM

There you go, progress not perfection, one small step at a time!


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