quetzal

What a journey this has been, never finished, but today I can look back a bit and sigh. There was no "resolution" in what happened. The closure I wanted hasn't appeared. He's an addict, and I am away from the madness. That's what matters most. I am still addicted to him, I know that, this hasn't changed. I do love him but it's all over. I'm finally starting to feel grateful again, slowly feeling stronger. Praying for the day when his name, a memory or a picture of him won't matter.Until then I slowly build and build. I thank you all for the support and words, they have gotten me through the darkest of hours...