am at a loss
Hi all posted before but on the wrong forum.am new to this.my husband is 19years sober today I didn't know him as an active user /drinker.in the last 11 years he only went to meetings a handful of times and didn't look after his "illness".he has had addiction after addiction from decks to chatrooms to leaning on a female colleague in work then came the porn when I was pregnant on our second child I then had postal depression and when this was expressed to him he laughed in my face.then came the gym and finally this week came the clenbuterol which I've found out he's been on for mths.when I say all these things came I mean they took hold of him and became addictions and because I loved him I went through counselling etc to try save our marriage.but the last one has totally destroyed me and I can't handle the addict anymore the addict gets.the blame and the husband gets away with it.I really need honest opinions here he' s going to meetings and is an emotional wreck as I've said I don't want to be with him anymore I have absolutely no emotion towards him am just done.thanks for letting me get this off my chest .I hope u all find peace with ur struggles.its just a wonderful site. | 