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Old 09-09-2010, 06:26 AM
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Originally Posted by Lola1024 View Post

"Those people on line hate me and they are poisoning your mind"

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I got, "they aren't qualified professionals and they can reall F with your mind" by giving me the 'wrong' advice with their lack of 'credentials'
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Old 09-09-2010, 10:32 AM
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Originally Posted by Suspicious View Post
... still dont know what it was that made me look there.
I had to laugh out loud when I read that and thought back to all the places I searched for my XAH's dope. How much of my life did I waste...

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Old 09-09-2010, 04:23 PM
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I didn't take the money from the kids Piggy Bank!
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Old 09-09-2010, 04:29 PM
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I have decide I am not going to that treatment center....they will not let me take my cell phone!

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Old 09-09-2010, 04:32 PM
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I was going to tell you about those pills but I never got around to it...
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Old 09-09-2010, 04:35 PM
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Originally Posted by duet_4-8 View Post
I had to laugh out loud when I read that and thought back to all the places I searched for my XAH's dope. How much of my life did I waste...

It still takes me mental practice to not waste MORE of my life looking for more of my AH drugs. Do I really need "proof" hes using??? No.....Ive always known, but you just feel like you are going out of your mind b/c they are such great liars.
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Old 09-09-2010, 04:36 PM
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what's that? Is that cooking herbs or something?
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Old 09-09-2010, 04:48 PM
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It still takes me mental practice to not waste MORE of my life looking for more of my AH drugs. Do I really need "proof" hes using??? No.....Ive always known, but you just feel like you are going out of your mind b/c they are such great liars.
I know!! I am no longer with XAH, but now my SON is using and I find myself doing the same things.

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Old 09-09-2010, 05:13 PM
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-"I just need to lay down for 15 minutes..."

(Passes out in next room and then I am attacked by his barking dog once I walk in there, not even me screaming wakes him up)

-"I'm bipolar"

This is what he used to always tell me when we first started seeing each other, and it worked for quite sometime...Very clever, actually to fool someone who doesn't know you that well. I'm still not 100% positive, but I think it was a carefully crafted cover-up. Even still if you are, that is not an excuse to not help yourself. Took me a very long time to realize that.

-"I've been thinking lately..(about his using and getting help)"

Oh really, what have you DONE ABOUT IT??!!!

-"I can't get help now, I have too much **** to do"

-"You're crazier than I am"

-"They'll stare at me in the waiting room. i don't need ppl judging me like that"

Upon being asked why he feels uncomfortable about getting help.

"I'll find someone who loves me for me"

What do u call supporting someone through HELL?

And the ever repeated over and over countless times and ways:

"You don't love me"

"You hate me"

"You don't even care"

"If you cared you wouldn't leave me again"



O they are so good at getting ya aren't they. Its really amazing. I still wonder if the manipulation is conscious.
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Old 09-09-2010, 06:13 PM
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Someday I'll probably quit.

Everyone at the NA meetings hate me.

I went to meetings for 20 days straight, it didn't help, so I quit.

Him: I don't need to have my pushers number in my phone, I have it memorized.
Me: I'm so proud!


Him: I'd rather live on the street and dumpster dive than live with you.
Me: You got it! Choa, Adios, See Ya!
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Old 09-09-2010, 08:35 PM
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Hi everyone... I haven't posted in a few years... I have been lurking around reading over the last few weeks, but this post was just too good to sit out on... I have heard so many of those same crazy things.

I left him over 4 months ago. Here are some actual quotes from a recent email I received from my ex fiance (don't know how to abbreviate this?) after 4 days in the hospital with a severe staph infection:

--"I did not get staph from drugs. I havent used them in awhile. I have shoot up
before. but not for months."
--"Good job, you didnt get addicted to opiates like me. your special. f you for
trying to take me down. Dont play your f-ed up holier then thou card with me. Good job, you didnt get addicited. you got lucky. I didn't."
--"And PS- I would have never shot up if I didnt get thrown out on my a$$. I was so
f-ing f-ed up emoitionaly and spirtially that I didnt know what to do."
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Old 09-09-2010, 08:38 PM
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--"And PS- I would have never shot up if I didnt get thrown out on my a$$.
Ah, yes, the good old "it's all your fault for not saving me" card. They all have that one in their deck, don't they...
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Old 09-09-2010, 08:51 PM
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When we went NC with my BIL, there was a subsequent contact where my DH tried to talk to my BIL about his problem in an intervention. The backstory is that we are no contact because he shoots heroin. Anyway, here are the recent whoppers.

"I don't have a problem" (right, you shoot heroin - non-addicts shoot heroin all the time here in Crazytown!) followed by

"I do drugs because you guys hurt me so badly by not letting me see the kids" (Facepalm! We went NC because he shoots drugs. In the real chronology of events shooting drugs came *before* the NC position, not after!)
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Old 09-10-2010, 05:46 AM
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Originally Posted by duet_4-8 View Post
I had to laugh out loud when I read that and thought back to all the places I searched for my XAH's dope. How much of my life did I waste...

what is really sad was that for a moment or two I thought that my superhuman abilities to just 'know' his hiding places would make me a great at a job that centered around investigation. LMAO!
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Old 09-10-2010, 07:40 AM
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after he left our home:
Him: I have a powerful attorney so be prepared to appear in court in a few days in front of a judge,you will have to pay my expenses living here and like I said this attorney is good, knows his s... he will make ur head spin.
me: what are you paying to live on a couch? are you on the lease? does their landlord know about this?
him: oh you will see, this guy is good, you will have to pay for everything for me to live here.
me: oh yeah, my attorney is a bulldog, puts john gotti's lawyer to shame
(where I got that I dont know)
I never heard from an attorney

last week when I told him I still cannot help his situation even with his CML:

him: okay, my attorney is waiting for my call, you will be in court in a few days to pay for my expenses.
me: I didnt respond
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Old 09-12-2010, 01:32 PM
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I have a new one...

"I only took that money so my girlfriend would see it in my wallet and wouldn't think I was broke..."

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Old 09-12-2010, 08:56 PM
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I can't believe I forgot this one:

"It fell into my pants."

LMAO :rotfxko
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After finding a bottle of pills he says..."Its only Vitamin C.."
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Old 09-14-2010, 09:46 PM
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A: "i wasn't driving recklessly! i wasn't even ****** up!" (i didn't say you were. GUILT)
me: "but, you got in a wreck. wreck and reckless, they're basically the same thing."
A: "oh, i should have expected not to get any sympathy from you."
me: ((laughs hysterically, hangs up))

**no matter how hard he tries to suck me back into all that drama, i will not give in. my son and i deserve better.**
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Old 09-17-2010, 11:30 AM
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Hope I didn't post this already if I did forgive me,,distracted lately.

My 18 year old AD at NA meeting (2 days off heroin)"Oh my gosh ..see those guys over there,they are really bad. (drug users)
Me, TRying not to make wtf face"oh really."
AD "Yeah, I hung out with high class heroin users"
Me..complete silence..
Would "high class heroin user" be the ultimate oxymoron? BTW, when we picked up AD she had no shoes,all kinds of infections, unbathed, and scabby..super classy and highfalutin!
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