Christen

I'm worried about you. My heart goes out to you as I read your post. The best advice I can give you is to attend nar anon meetings. SR is a great resource, but personally I get a lot more out of it to be face to face with people who know how I feel. I lost myself trying to change my addict husband. So before your life keeps going down the toilet....... make a decision to take care of yourself, go to meetings, and find some peace. We all deserve peace. It's just really hard to accomplish it under our circumstances.

All my Love,
Christen