Anyone want to adopt a 16 yo?

Old 03-25-2009, 07:01 PM
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Aw Winnie, I'm sorry you are dealing with this and it's your baby. It must be so hard. All I can say is that I have a son who is like me (and is afraid of drugs)- but he is just as 'evil' - and i have nothing to 'blame' it on!! At least if he were high, I wouldn't feel like i just simply raised a little ****!

Here's my typical day with the 16 yr old brat in my home:

He thinks he's got the essence of emeril, and cooks like a mad man while I'm at work, useing up ALL of my groceries in one night- (and there is no producers in my home cleaning up after him)-
This of course is for the girl he's sleeping with.... (i find the condom wrappers in every unimaginable place around the house when I get home)
He's failing 2 subjects at school, and wonders why I took away his xbox (his first love in life)
He stares at me like a rabbid dog when I ask him to do ANYTHING at all in this home.

and heres my favorite. After his dad 'refuses to take him anymore' because of his disrespect to his wife (my sons step mom)

And I'm ready to push him out the door.........

MY CODIE MOM has gone into FULL rescue mode ----- my son has her SNOWED that it is everyone ELSES FAULT!!!!!

For the love of god, does it end with these kids???

hugs to you 'my friend'
I feel your pain---- at least a little.
Love cess

(in case you haven't guessed - I'm out on the adoption thing)
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He is only 16 years old, and how ever old he was when he started using drugs, is how old he really is. So, if he started getting high at 12, then mentally he is 12.
He tried it first at 10 and i think it was about 12 that he got heavy into it. I liked him better when he was 10. DOC is anything he can get his hands on - he's an equal opportunity abuser. He's at rehab so long because its court ordered - he's been in and out of jail so many times over the last two years i've stopped counting. After he OD'd last fall they knew it was more than he could handle out-patient - since he's diabetic its even more dangerous for him.

MyJoey - i think he'll run because that's what he did the last time. if he cant see or talk to his friends he's going to have to face himself and i dont know if he's strong enough for that. as long as his friends are filling him up with bs he's going to keep going on like nothing is wrong. taking the friends out of the picture is going to either make him see the reality of his life or make him run. now, yet again, i've pushed the ole reality button on him. we'll see what he does. i'm not visiting this weekend - he'll be PO'd because there's two this weekend and friday night you can bring in dinner. I've got a family session scheduled for monday afternoon. Its really for me not him. I just cant go on being a patsy anymore. I'm better than I was a year ago but i've still got work to do and I dont want to feel this way anymore.

Cynical - oh my goodness that's funny - if only there was enough duct tape - a mom can dream.

Impurfect - you guys need a baseball bat over there - i'd be knocking some heads in on that one. I tell you my son's friends are petrified of me, if i say leave they run - they know i call 911 if the silliness starts. They are please/thank you/ yes maam/ no maam. they do crank call me but hey i can handle that.
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Old 03-25-2009, 07:34 PM
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Hey Cessy68, All I can say is at least your son is using condoms, I guess it could be worse if he weren't. Maybe you shouldn't allow him to have girls in the house when your not home. These kids today, just drive us nuts. What a generation.

Winnie, my heart goes out to you for your son, he is so young, and already in so much trouble with the law, and everything. Poor kid, just refuses to learn his lesson. So mentally he is 10. What a shame. The duct tape thing is a great idea. I sure wish I would have tried that with my son. I'm so tired of all the heartache. Winnie, hang in there, I think your doing the right thing by showing some tough love. If your son keeps making these poor decisions for himself, why should you run yourself ragged. Showing him you mean business, will probably be the thing that turns him around and in the right direction.
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Old 03-25-2009, 07:44 PM
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For the love of god, does it end with these kids???
Nope, never will because my generation is damn stubborn

What a generation.
I'm really sorry Angel, but I had to laugh at that. It's not like my generation is the only one that's ever done drugs in the history of the earth. We are not the only wild, crazy kids. We are not the only ones to unprotected sex. What about your generation? The generation before that? We all will learn eventually..

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Old 03-25-2009, 07:48 PM
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(((Winnie))))
Hope for the best...expect the worst. I'm hoping and praying he doesn't run...cause a year in rehab would be enough time for his fog to clear and for some things to start making sense. You are dealing with an 10 or 11 year old in a 16 year olds body since he was heavy into the stuff at such a young age. They say with addiction, the emotional maturity (not that the average 16 yr old boy is that mature anyway) stops when he starts using. I sure hope he gives it the time it needs, but in the meantime, I hope you can be grateful today he is in a safe place and someone else has to be on watch why you take a breather. Hugs

Sorry Cece and Joey's mom...don't think I will bid..I'll take Speedy Jason though...His writing has me convinced he'd be a great adopted son
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I hadn't heard the thing about the maturity stopping at the age the drug abuse started but it makes things so much clearer for me when dealing with my son. I really think it has made me have a better understanding of him. Now I just pray that he will go back to his real age when he stops. He is in rehab now and due to be out in 2-3 weeks as he just finished the second major part of the rehab. But only time will tell.
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((Winnie)) - I totally agree about the baseball bat with Brit. Unfortunately, she does all this because stepmom will NOT discipline her (especially now that she's usually high on lortabs).

The thing with the boys would NOT have happened if I had been here (I was at work). I'm not intimidated by bad-a$$ wanna-be's and would have called the cops. That's why she does this stuff when I'm not here and dad's asleep or not here.

We talked about sex/protection, etc. At least we have a good enough relationship she does listen to me, and doesn't think of me as an "old fuddy-duddy"...I'm actually pretty cool in her eyes, because we listen to the same music, and because of my life in the 'hood when I was using. She didn't LIKE me using crack, but she knows I'm more street smart and I understand her way of thinking more than dad or stepmom. Don't know if that's a compliment or not....I can "get" the thinking of a 15-year-old

I hope your son doesn't run, I really do. I know he KNOWS where he will end up, but I think he is probably thinking the way I used to...."whatever...I'll just deal with it when it happens". It wasn't until it all happened, and I found out I really didn't LIKE those consequences and the after-effects that I wished I'd made better choices.

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(((Jason))) - you're right. My uncle was a heroin addict for as long as I can remember...more than 30 years. He didn't get clean until about 5 years ago? His little brother, my other uncle, died from complications of a medical emergency that he would have survived, if he didn't have hepatitis C, from shooting up heroin. Their kids are all addicts...and they're in their 30's.

I think it's just that, now there are more varieties of drugs, easier access, and with the internet, a whole lot more info about it. I'm just glad we have SR and a means of support!

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Old 03-25-2009, 11:40 PM
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winnie, anvil made me remember something. My daughter had a huge problem with impulse control before the addiction, and her teachers often thought she might be ADD. She drove us all crazy because some days and moments were better than others.

After she found a more progressive p-doc last year, he ran a bunch of diagnostic tests on her, an EEG being one of them. She was suffering post concussive syndrome and it was from a long time ago, when she was a young girl. They don't always resolve on their own.

The part of her brain that was affected is responsible for impulse control. Her doctor said she was trouble waiting to happen and addiction was almost predictable. I got her started on neurotherapy right away, sometimes screaming and fighting because she was a dry drunk at the time. I know it was controlling on my part but I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

Just thought I'd share that with you.
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Old 03-26-2009, 04:33 AM
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Jason - how about we just swap? I got an empty room you can sleep in. lol
You know you're right about the generation thing. I think every generation has said "what's wrong with these kids." I grew up in the 80s and it was crazy - we were the lost generation - we had no causes except to party. The only difference I see is that we were more afraid of authority and authority had more power back then - they could search you - heck they could still spank you in school and no one would have tried to get away with using/selling in school - that was done off-campus. Drugs were harder to get back then and they werent as strong - it was alcohol that was easy to get because the laws werent as strong back then - dui and selling to minor laws were not enforced back then - especially for girls. Kinda makes you think that the whole "just say no" and other drug campaigns in school just dont work. the other difference is we didnt see the things you guys have seen in media - these lifestyles werent in our face as much as they are now.

Amy you're right, he doesnt think about consquences tomorrow - he always thinks what he is going through is the worst (victim) and doesnt think about the rest. Before all the trouble he would say he wanted out of the house no matter what - even told me to call the police and take him to jail just so he could get out. in jail, he said he'd rather be on house arrest, on house arrest he'd rather be in rehab, in rehab he'd rather be in jail. He just thinks he's unhappy because of where he is instead of realizing he's unhappy because of who he is.

Chino - that is interesting - the kid did have a lot of injuries when he was young. He was walking by 8 months old and by 10 months old was already trying to escape through windows (first floor thank goodness) - we had lots of ER trips and lots of stiches. But he has had several brain scans - the YDC and the mental hospital both did very thorough medical tests including brain and heart. He's seen a lot of specialists over the last two years. We know his drug use has caused some damage but they didnt see any old damage.

I think this is all genetics and the drugs have helped to trigger those genetics and bring them out. I think this because he is excactly like his dad - his dad abandonded him but the similarities are almost spooky. You would expect it if he was raised by this man but I didnt expect it with him being out of his life. It even freaks his uncle out who feels sometimes like he's looking at his brother's actions - we've discussed it a lot over the years not just recently. His dad was in prison by the time he was 18 and is just a vagabond now - living and doing whatever it takes to support his alcoholism. The difference is his Mom enabled him all his life and still does - I hope my son decides eventually to take another path and start to grab onto the genetics that he got from me because those are there too.

you know, I laugh about all of this but I really hurt for him. I just dont know what else i can do but try to the make the best of it and try to not let it bring me down too much. the stronger and calmer i am the more i get through to him so i have to be a rock right now. I also know that this may never end with him and i'm trying to get myself mentally prepared if he does decide to continue down this path. I can only go by who he is today and today he's pretty a pretty confused kid.
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I am proud to say that 4 years ago, you TRULY, HONESTLY, COULD have sent your son my way, and I would have taken him.

Now having learned boundaries, and becoming more sane, I can say NO!

Seriously, in these parts, Mr. Moose and I are dealing with this 35 year old, who started using at 14, having had multiple head traumas over the years..and ADD, and probably sociopathic tendencies, and Narcisstic qualities.. so is the end result related to drug use? Or a mental incompacity?
Chicken/egg/chicken/egg
(hmmm I sound like a Psychiatrist...lol)

In all actuality, he is equal to a 15 year old.....maybe.

As for the possiblity of pregnancy, heaven knows we have been down that road a zillion times...mostly it happens to be untrue, or he has had the girl get an abortion...(which is not approved by me)


Hugs and hugs.......
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Winnie, must be some kind of deal we can make between your 16 year old and my 22 year old...maybe we can use them for a down payment on a foreclosed house!

Keep up those boundries...as times it's very tough.Sorry for your pains and for your sons, of course he's choosing to create the chaos.

Sending best wishes and prayers for all.
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Seriously, in these parts, Mr. Moose and I are dealing with this 35 year old, who started using at 14, having had multiple head traumas over the years..and ADD, and probably sociopathic tendencies, and Narcisstic qualities.. so is the end result related to drug use? Or a mental incompacity?
Chicken/egg/chicken/egg
(hmmm I sound like a Psychiatrist...lol)
I remember his first hospital trip for depression (i didnt know it was drugs then). I stood in the hall while three docs - a MD, a psychiatrist and his endocrinologist were all arguing about what was causing the depression. IS the diabetes making him depressed or is depression causing him not to take care of his diabetes, they couldnt figure out which one to treat - all in all it has to ALL be treated. the endocrinologist was getting mad because no one could understand the correlation between everything and felt like my son was in essence committing suicide by diabetes - he didnt care what caused it as long as something was done. at least now he is somewhere where all issues are treated not just one. he has a MD seeing him once or twice a week, they have a psychiatrist, and they have drug abuse therapy. its a package deal.
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Our son threatened sucide when he was 14 1/2 years old. I made an appt. for him to be evaluated by a Neurologist at the Cleveland Clinic. The day they evaluated him, they kept him for 7 weeks.

NEVER during all that time did they ever drug test him.

His discharge diagnosis was "Adolescent Adjustment Disorder" seriously.
Sent him home on an antidepressant for a few weeks.


I, at the time was having a "ADULT adjustment disorder"
(I still have it....somedays...)

It was, for him, a missed opportunity.
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It was, for him, a missed opportunity.
I dont see it that way - i see it as one step in a journey. all that we have gone through is what brought us to where we are.
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Sometimes,
I thought of what could have contributed to his beginning use,
was that he was self medicating. He was on Ritalin from age 5 to 13.
(my opinion)

I just feel that he could have been processed for brain injuries, or even medicated for hyperactivity.

That is how I think of the opportunity as being missed.


He hasn't had any medical coverage since the age of 18, so there was very little medical help available.

Believe me, if anything could have changed the struggle my son has experienced, and the heartache WE have experienced through these 21 years, I would have JUMPED at the opportunity.


But...that is the past, and I remain here, in the present.
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Winnie - I'm sorry you're not even getting peace with your AS in rehab! I'd wonder about some kind of chemical imbalance as well. Could you talk with the rehab about this? I know you can't compare addicts, but have you asked them how your AS compares to the other patients as far as mentality/thinking/ and if they think further testing would be helpful? I'm glad he's in there for a long time, that's what he needs.
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winnie, scans are different tools than an EEG in that they record different data. I didn't know this until my daughter had one done. I've had a few concussions myself, one bad enough to keep me in the hospital for a week, but an EEG was never done. After my daughter's last hospitalization, I learned it isn't standard procedure. They did a whole body CT scan and saw no brain hemorrhaging and that's all they were looking for. Mild concussions don't bleed like that but they can do a world of damage. A fall from a high chair can cause a mild concussion.

If you already know this stuff, then let this post be for the rest of the board. I was just griping yesterday about Vet hospitals not using EEG's as a standard diagnostic. They keep throwing drugs at patients when it may not be appropriate treatment.
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((winnie)) I was so hoping that you were going to get some well deserved rest & relaxation, now that your AS is in rehab. Apparently, you're going to have to detach even more to do so.

I only have one child, my AD, I really think there was a reason from the get go that I only had one. lol Up to 16 she was a good kid, then we gave her a car, and to this day I regret that. Her drug/alcohol use didn't start til after HS (as far as we know) however there were problems, therapists, physc doc's etc......she was not diagnosed with bi-polar until approx 3 yrs ago (she's now 30).......it's been the toughest battle of my life.
(so far.....I add that because who knows what I'll be up against as time goes by) She's 30 but shes sure acts like she's 16. Has two children, but her mentality is not as a mature adult. She has suffered a closed brain injury (at 19 1/2) I was advised that it would affect her judgement skills. After she relearned how to walk, write, etc... she snowed the doctors, cause she knows what they want to hear. And went on her merry way...drugging etc. Who really knows what came first mental disorders/drug use........

Today she has 4 months clean & sober.

AT this point, what helps ME each day is my faith, my program & SR!

I'm really glad that you talked to his counselors and have set MORE boundaries. Keep doing this for YOU.

Jason, yep you're right.....geez I was a teen in the late 60's.....hmmm flowerpower,drugs,sex......it was there, just don't think the drugs were as pure, and the rest was not talked about. You got to remember in my time, you just DIDN'T talk about those things. And I was scared of my parents, not because they had mistreated me, it was just that way back then.

Winnie, I didn't mean to hi-jack your thread. I'm praying for you and your son.

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.....when my AD was in shock trauma.....they didn't do any testing of her brain until I brought it to their attention that her eye looked strange and lower then it should.
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