Visit didn't go well.
 

I didn't do well yesterday during the visit. You know when they say, "say what you mean, but don't say it mean." Everything I said was mean, mean, mean!! I was so extremely angry. I have lost all patience with that man! I knew I was going to bust yesterday when he put on a false face in front of the Cubscout masters, calling me wife and "honey" when we all know what a cheater he is. Other women, drugs, lies, other women, drugs, lies, and the pattern goes on.... it NEVER stops....He's 57 years old with 3 children!!!!! How much can one bear?

I wanted to literally take son home in the first hour of visit because I was extremely feeling uncomfortable and angry (remember I heard about another other woman at last weeks visit). AH said I couldn't go home cause it was their visit. Son cried and didn't want to go. It was the hardest day of the year!!!!

I sure would like to know this answer to this question ...

I'm sorry you're hurting ... why can't they see the damage they leave behind?

I'm sorry, sweetie. You're in a hard position...you want/need to be there for your son, but having to put up with the jerk has got to be hard.

In time, the anger fades, but it's something we have to work through.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy