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Stay Strong Alaia..

I know this is hard but maybe this will be the thing that makes him hit bottem and want help and then again maybe not...

I'm starting to realize that sometimes love means letting go rather then hanging on..

((((hugs))))

This is the best thing that you could have done for him.. I admire your strength and courage..

laurie6781

I'm going to ask, and I want you to think about it...................................WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU MISS???

The lying?

The Stealing?

The Never Knowing?

The person you "BELIEVE" he could be?

The person he is?

The drama?

The chaos?

etc etc

Love and hugs,

Alaia

Thanks for pointing that out. I didn't think of it like that.

figure

WOW! I only hope I become that strong. I know that must have been really hard to do. My emotions and feelings seem to change from day to day myself. Sometimes I feel so mad and say I will never talk to him ever again and other days I miss him so much that I will call and text him a million times a day. Thank you for YOUR post! I pray that you continue to do what's right for you. I am starting to miss my A but have not tried to make contact yet and am going to really try hard not to. I keep telling myself that sometimes we should stop thinking about how we feel and start thinking about what we deserve. We both deserve better than this.