Ina

Hello,

I've used a second account to try to post this just to apologise.
I logged in 2 days ago as socforta. I think my account was disactivated because of something I might have said ( I think).

I only want to say that I am sorry if I said something I shouldn't have.

It was not my intention to hurt anybody. I won't post anything else here, but I needed to log in just to say I 'm sorry, ok?

That's all

Elana

HUH? I read your posts and did not see a problem or anything offensive.

The whole site had a problem so maybe that was it. It looks like they had to go back to about 2 or 3 days ago so your account may have gotten lost in the shuffle? Apparently the thing crashed for some reason.. the computer admins are the only ones who know or understand why.

Computers, internet sites and the rest drive me absolutley crazy.

You keep on coming back here. We all need each other for support, computer glitches and all!

Ann

Welcome Ina. We did indeed have a crash and the posts, registrations and information since early Sept. 7th got lost. That is quite likely what happened to you so it is I who will apologize, and assure you that if there are any issues to discuss with any member, we contact them privately and talk and it's a very rare occasion that we can't resolve problems.

If you shared your story then, please tell us again. The saddest thing about losing infomation like we did is that newcomers get lost in the shuffle, and the most important members here will always be the newcomers.

Again, welcome to SR, I'm glad you came back.

Hugs

ctrom40

Ina,

I also remember reading your post ...
I don't believe there was anything offensive in your post.
I agree, it was probably due to the system error..... Please post again.

Colleen

Mertzie

Hello Ina/Socforta,
Welcome to SR, I'm glad you're here with us. I read your post last night and saw absolutely nothing offensive in it. I'm sure it is just as the others have said.. that your post got lost when the site crashed. Why not share your story again for those that missed it. I hope you will continue to stay and post.

Hugs,
Mertzie

parentrecovers

nice to meet you, ina! k

MsPINKAcres

welcome to our SR family - Please keep coming back!!

Wishing you Serenity & Joy,
Rita

BigSis

Anyone wanna guess how many of us each thought "we" did something?





We share many traits in these rooms... self-blame and taking responsibility for things we may not have done is only one of them.


And I say this, not to point fingers here.... but to accept that MY first thought was - oh hell, what did I DO?

Grin...


((((Gentle Hugs....for all of us)))))

Ann

Oh yeah? Well my first thought also was "BigSis must have broken it"

KIDDING!!!!

Love you BigSis, and everyone here. Nobody did anything wrong, it was just the computer gremlins at it again.

Hugs to you all.

frankie_b

Welcome to SR Ina. I'm so glad you found us. You absolutely did not do anything wrong. We are always here for you. SR is a community that supports, shares and cares. Sorry your post was lost. Please don't hesitate to post whatever is on your mind at any time 24/7.
Hugs

Kimm992

Please don't leave!! We want you to stay!! It was probably just a computer glitch!!

Wascally Wabbit

Well, welcome miss ina! Glad to have you back.

Ina

hi,
Jeez I feel silly now...
but well, taht's how I am.
Thanks for the replies again. You nailed it Big Sis, this is what I do sometimes, apologising for something I'm not sure if I did wrong...
But I think I would have reacted differently if I was not having a bad few days.

I will tell my story again, but not right now. I'd like to clear my head a bit first.
But I also wanted to say something now, so you wouldn't be thinking why I'm not back...

Well I had a talk today with my loved-one-who-worries-me and I suppose we made a tiny step forward. Because I was not talking for 3 days, thinking and thinking and I recognise that after a while, after too much thinking, I create a big big movie in my mind!Cause I loose it, I don't know what's reality and what's my mind playing games. I'm sure I'm not the only one...Anyway, the pronlem is still there, but one thing I learnt today is that I have to talk and not be silent.

So I will come back, when I feel a bit better and I can talk rationally about it.

I don't know you, but whoever you are, if you were just right here in front of me, I would give you a big huge hug.

Thank you

ctrom40

Ina,

Come back here to "talk" whenever you are ready.
PS: I love hugs.... I would hug you right back...

Colleen

greeteachday

Ina, I'm glad you are coming back to share...This is a wonderful place filled with supportive, terrific folks!

My mind is a bad place for me to be alone sometimes too...That's why I love SR and going to meetings...I can share and not feel fear. Hugs.

GiveLove

Ina,

I do the same.....create "movies" in my mind and stay within them for days, fearing the worst, sure that life is over.

Welcome back out to the real world. Come back and talk to us when you're ready. There are a lot of stories to share here, and much love.

Hugs,
GL

CatsPajamas

Yup. me too. I used to bring popcorn and a cold drink cuz I knew I was going to be there for awhile!



Now I can recognize that this isn't a big screen production, it's just home movies. I can take a breath and get myself back into the moment. It's times like these that I remember our slogans:

Let GO and Let God
One Day at a Time
Just for Today

I don't have to have a front row seat if I don't want one. I can take my popcorn and go somewhere else nice!

Cats