cinderellawkids

Jewelz, thank goodness then Ah came through and started putting skylights in houses getting new roofs. Not gonna happen this time, but Im sure God will come through. For example food in closet, tuna and such was given to me a few weeks ago out of the blue, didnt need it then, do now

It just helps to vent

Jewelz

It sure does help to vent. I think thats my problem I always hold everything inside and then fall apart because of it.

cinderellawkids

Funny Loves. I just dug up some of Danja's bones, actually the hoove things she likes and fill with peanut butter.

Gotta remember to get peanut butter on pay day, kids about wiped out last jar. I think theres a food bank I can go to Saturday too, Im over income qualify but they usually look at the tired kids and figure if Im there I need it and pass me something (Course its tough me to go the day I got paid, but I know my balance after necessary bills is low.)

cinderellawkids

me too Jewelz

cinderellawkids

Hey now I remember why I used to drink, maybe Ill share that excuse with AH, since he has to drink without me, because he"just cant live in a house with empty old memories"

Jewelz

Things will be okay before you know it.

Loves I just gotta say your grandson is beautiful. They are so precious at that age, pure and remind us of all the good things in life.

Ladies I am going to bed.... I am glad I popped in a little longer than usual. See you guys tomorrow.

Jewel

Jewelz

Sometimes I just want to get drunk but then remember why I am here and it would just be insane for the kids to be put in that situation. I also hate that it seems they get to get away with lifes responsibilities while we are here carrying everything on our shoulders.

cinderellawkids

Yeah I always remember it takes me like 5 days to recover completely from drinking, first the headache, tehn Im more emotionally unstable than usual for days, so not worth it

Lovestoomuch

I got drunk Saturday.

nevergivingup

I'm actually happy that my xabf is basically out of the picture! I get J all to myself!

cinderellawkids

Yeah, you felt awful, thats where my thoughts started, a reason to feel crappy. Ya think thats why some alcoholics keep drinking? an excuse to feel so bad?

cinderellawkids

I get mine to myself too, cause there Dads are deadbeats, and when the oldest 2s dad gets outta prison they will be 18 and he'll have a heck of a judgment against him

I was fine financially before gas and milk and such skyrocketed. Power bill doubled, stamps up 15 cents in a few years, ect. Then my boys started actually eating their meals... ugghh and their appetites are gonna keep growing

Thank goodness cool stylish clothes are past down to them

nevergivingup

I got drunk Saturday too!

Lovestoomuch

Two peas in a pod I tell ya. Did you call someone to tell them you were naked too??

cinderellawkids

I got drunk almost 4 months ago with AH, he could had the time of his life, instead he took atm card and went mia, I loaded all his stuff in car and tossed it in theyard at the other house as his dealer drove away. That was fun!!! Went home, carried sleeping kids in house and then laid down just intime for bed to spin, faster and faster.

Next day I felt rough, but still exhilerated.

It was a good fun night, Id like to leave it in my memory as my last

cinderellawkids

Guess I should go to bed as without coffee my butt will be dragging tomorrow

nevergivingup

Unfortunately I didn't call anyone to tell them I was naked! In fact, I don't think I was naked!

Lovestoomuch

If you drink it black it's stronger lol.

nevergivingup

My cleaning lady didn't come today I'm sooo sad! This place is a mess and I refuse to clean it.... need to get my money's worth! Oh wait, I don't think she'll be able to get in with this humugous thing in the livingroom! I need to come up with a plan to get J to not notice that it's missing!

tropikgal2

And for those of you looking for nothing to do: The Annual Telluride Nothing Festival in Telluride Colorado. Schedule of events: "Sunrises and sunsets as normal, gravity will continue to be in effect, the Earth's rotation will be increased to add a few thrills, and the laws of physics will be on display."