A Penny For Your Thought, Part 9
grateful rca
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thats what i was thinking too anvil, maybe give him an I O U, think that'll work?
JEWELZ sorry about the no call no show, i sure hope its not a relapse. maybe he'll call just before its time to meet
JEWELZ sorry about the no call no show, i sure hope its not a relapse. maybe he'll call just before its time to meet
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nope, they don't ever want to go stay with mil, not even when dad's there. never have. sometimes that even encludes his older son. they would rather be here, but my ss don't seem to want to work and that ain't happening. can't take care of him anymore, he's grown now but he still acts like he think that i should be willing to
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I would have called first but who knows with the banks they make it sound like right NOW it has to be paid. Maybe he know what that stuff meant to u and just paid it so u wouldnt loose it. JMHO. I would pay it there could be more to it.
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teke, my abf has been active since febuary.. on and off but still active. But now its getting worse he thought for a while that he had it under control but he doesnt so last night I basically went nuts while he was gone. I think I let out a lot of stress, I think I allowed myself to do that cause there was no kids at our home.
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Well the dr's called and it wasnt an allergic reaction to anything she did have strep and it was scarlet fever. So back on the antibiotic for her they are a little scared as she has no symptoms of streap throat until the rash shows up. Gotta watch that.
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Teke, I thought the head against the wall thing was great!
Cinder, I am with you. This day will never end.
It is looking like rain here too Jewelz. It will probably start the second I get in my car to head home for the day.
Cinder, I am with you. This day will never end.
It is looking like rain here too Jewelz. It will probably start the second I get in my car to head home for the day.
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Jewelz been pouring and freezing here all day. I had to turn on my heat AGAIN! So it just moved up your way watch out we were told bad thunder storms. Then again your a far way away so u might not get it lol
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kj, who knows maybe its moving my way cause it looks nasty. I am definately gonna get soaked... I just hate that and after work I have to go get my daughter and then get little man and then finally head home. This just sucks!!
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I feel crabby now i think because since its raining out they probably will send abf home. they cant work in the rain so the little peace I would have expected is probably blown in the dust. My ankles and toes are so cold i think I am going to bring socks with me when I where sandles so I dont have to freeze here. I cant put my heater on because there is so many things connected to my extension cord that when I plug the heater everything shuts off....ahhh
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jewelz, i'm sorry, i think that it was blues that had a no show meeting. it has already finished the rain here, i got caught in it at lunch out with the car that wouldn't crank. gotta get a new battery cable end put on it or whatever you call it.
its kind of bad when you don't want to be at home with them but have to go anyway. i don't know about your ab, but i never knew what kind of attitude to expect when my ah was active and coming home.
its kind of bad when you don't want to be at home with them but have to go anyway. i don't know about your ab, but i never knew what kind of attitude to expect when my ah was active and coming home.
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jewelz, the more i think about how i went on that rage the days coming up to my ah's relapse, it makes sense what someone said about internalizing and being just about at the breaking point. i think, looking over a lot of the post, isn't it kind of common for us to go through those stages or something like that?
i would do all i could to stay calm and not feed into his drama but every once in a while, i felt like just letting him have it. probably didn't do the situation any good but it did make me feel better for a minute. i keep waiting to think that the dumb stuff that i've done and wasn't suppose to do, was the worst things that i ever could have done, but then its his job to make me feel that way, i guess so i won't act that way again. my ah would try to make me feel like the idiot for acting out because of the way i felt behind his behavior. ok, maynot make sense, i'm just thinking
i would do all i could to stay calm and not feed into his drama but every once in a while, i felt like just letting him have it. probably didn't do the situation any good but it did make me feel better for a minute. i keep waiting to think that the dumb stuff that i've done and wasn't suppose to do, was the worst things that i ever could have done, but then its his job to make me feel that way, i guess so i won't act that way again. my ah would try to make me feel like the idiot for acting out because of the way i felt behind his behavior. ok, maynot make sense, i'm just thinking
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