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Old 05-20-2007, 12:31 PM
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glad you got a chance to talk to him, that must of helped a little, huh?
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Old 05-20-2007, 12:49 PM
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Yes Teke, I feel like we touched base. He showed a bit of humility. He said something about being able to pass a drug test because he had only been drinking this past week. I had to bite my tongue, but he did admit that was as bad. I calmly said how is it you could get alcohol but couldnt get food. He responded,its pretty amazing how that happens, Ive made a lot of bad choices but have to start repairing them.

Maybe he wil pick up his pieces, only time will tell. I have NO expectations.
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Old 05-20-2007, 12:54 PM
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Teke,
I hope for your kids, their dad contacts them soon
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Am I wwrong for still loving him and having hope that someday we may be able to be together just not know? an hour before he called I prayed long and hard to know what to do and show me if I should file for divorce, I prayed about everything we discussed earlier
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well cindi, i really don't expect him to contact me or the kids. he's too busy with his new life i think.
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Old 05-20-2007, 12:58 PM
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no cinder, i thing its up to you, how long you want to wait. when or if it comes to that i think you'll know. they at one time gave up on me, but so far, it didn't turn out the way my ah thought it would for me
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I know he doesnt like that life Teke, but I think for him its gonna take accepting, really accepting alcohol for him is as bad, that may take alot longer to get sick of. ANd he cannot be involved with me if he's still dreaming of any buzz
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Teke, I doubt your AH is happy with his "new life"
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sounds like you got a new charge, i'm glad to hear that you feel a little better. you are right to stick to your boundaries, yeah, maybe it will take a little longer to figure out that alcohol may just continue to lead him back to crack. i hope not but usually it does. glad to hear that he passed the drug test, maybe he'll be working soon and can pay his own bills for that house, if he's gonna be living there.
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He alleges the power will be on next Friday and Ill have a morgage and a half by the following as well as he's painting with the paint that is there and gonna fix the stuff so we can sell the house. I know he means well, but I dont expect anything.
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For today, its good to know that just for today he is actually trying to get on track. Ill sleep more peacefully with that thought
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I hope I dont forget. Im going to a noon alanon meeting. I think I need to, now more then ever, I see myself progressing and the F2F support will probably help too, because if he starts to do well, sticking to my boundaries is gonna get tough
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Old 05-20-2007, 01:41 PM
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glad to hear that you are going to a meeting, i think that somehow i need to start going to meeting somewhere too. maybe its time for me to make some more calls to see what i can find in my area, my little car won't go far but maybe i can find some place close. i think maybe even if i have to go to an aa meeting that would help, what do you think? what is that web site to find meetings?
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Old 05-20-2007, 01:50 PM
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I cant remember but Google North Georgia Alanon. Just when you find one call and amke sure, remember I went to one that was canceled and chickened out after that. Yes AA would help too if thats closer.
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ok we're at 500, meet you all in " thoughts, part 10"
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