A Penny For Your Thoughts, Part 4
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A Penny For Your Thoughts, Part 4
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STILL HAVING PROBLEMS TRYING TO DO THIS LINK THINGIE. guess, i'll learn sooner or later.
this is more of the talk it out thread, all about your thoughts and mine.
STILL HAVING PROBLEMS TRYING TO DO THIS LINK THINGIE. guess, i'll learn sooner or later.
this is more of the talk it out thread, all about your thoughts and mine.
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Just kidding. I enjoy reading it everyday even if I don't have anything to add.
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My dog chewed my couch today. I was gonna say daycare expenses are worse than kids, but now I have a window and couch to replace, so hmmm, dont know.
Anvil your last response on the last thread gave me a visual. Whenever AH and his bro were getting high I bet they were in the bedrooms. Why? Because, here's the visual. Front window busted out a 3 x 5 section. Blinds shut (verticals) but 3 cats running in and out through the window at any given moment and the neighbors pup poking his head through?
I can see 2 paranoid crack addicts hear a noise (cat coming through window) and hiding peeking around the corner.
HEE HEE
AH called again from his sis house to ask how my day was, ask how the kids were and say good night. I think what I said earlier, he gets his emotional fix between the other off talking to me.
Anvil your last response on the last thread gave me a visual. Whenever AH and his bro were getting high I bet they were in the bedrooms. Why? Because, here's the visual. Front window busted out a 3 x 5 section. Blinds shut (verticals) but 3 cats running in and out through the window at any given moment and the neighbors pup poking his head through?
I can see 2 paranoid crack addicts hear a noise (cat coming through window) and hiding peeking around the corner.
HEE HEE
AH called again from his sis house to ask how my day was, ask how the kids were and say good night. I think what I said earlier, he gets his emotional fix between the other off talking to me.
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jsut thinking while i read, it is so sad that we all have to be here this way, there are so many of us learning how to be happy in the mist of a lot of pain and choas. we're having to let go of the ones that we love so dearly, it just don't seem fair. my heart is kind of all of a sudden hurting for all of us.
where did it all come from? how did all of this get started? i wonder if my grandma in her day did she have to deal with addiction like it is today. its not just a small few, it so wide spread. it is so pain in the world to day, makes me wonder whats really going on. the codie in me want to do something and it hurts just as bad to be helpless when its so many people hurting. somebody snap me out of this, i don't like this feeling that i'm feeling right now,
where did it all come from? how did all of this get started? i wonder if my grandma in her day did she have to deal with addiction like it is today. its not just a small few, it so wide spread. it is so pain in the world to day, makes me wonder whats really going on. the codie in me want to do something and it hurts just as bad to be helpless when its so many people hurting. somebody snap me out of this, i don't like this feeling that i'm feeling right now,
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god i loved my gramma's - you know what i think? - that they were just strong and didn't complain - because back then that's just *what you did* - can you imagine how hard that must have been? - i remember an old neighbor, lucille, she was in her 80's and loved my 13 yr old daughter, just loved her - we would do lunch and grocery shop every week and she once said (i must have been mad at husband) *you know he doesn't hit you, he doesn't bring around other women and he doesn't complain about the laundry - you're a lucky woman* - i think my head must have started spinning but i caught myself and just shook my head - i wonder what life was really like back then????
hope your liking your new computer teke
anvil how is the puppy?
cinderella - hope the kids are all better and eating carbs and cheese - putting back on weight
time for bed...
love,
s
hope your liking your new computer teke
anvil how is the puppy?
cinderella - hope the kids are all better and eating carbs and cheese - putting back on weight
time for bed...
love,
s
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i'm so sorry that you are not feeling well, i hope you feel better soon. maybe you can eat some of that yogart. you know, i remember when i had it, i ate grapefruits and it helped me and my grandson.
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i'm so proud of you and hank, anvil, you both sound like miracles in the making, yes, what you said about feeling normal again makes a lot of sense. its takes awhile but it is so good that you now have something more to help you keep focused. still praying for you and for hank.
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Im maintaining and drinking vitamin water for now. The say adults dontget it as bad. Here's hoping
See if you guys can check out this video of my turtles eating pellets:
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you know i know what its like, with me and my rah spending life just existing while waiting on the day that we could get high, and the cycle continued. thats why it moves me to hear about how well you and hank are doing together, its so rare to see two addicts struggling to stay clean one day at a time and being successful at it.
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My bosses positive thought of the day is quite good:
To get the rainbow , you must have the rain first. - Dolly Parton
Success is the result of good decisions
Good decisions are the result of experience
Experience is gained through learning from mistakes
Tony Robbins - Motivational instructor
To get the rainbow , you must have the rain first. - Dolly Parton
Success is the result of good decisions
Good decisions are the result of experience
Experience is gained through learning from mistakes
Tony Robbins - Motivational instructor
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