funkzter

clean your PM!

teke

while your at it, tell us how you are doing.

funkzter

lol Teke

Well if you want to know dear, i'm not doing good today, nope, not at all...
I don't know, Rain is just driving me insane because it's like so nice with him for few days and then he just acts like he's using again -he might not be using, he is on methadone right now, but he still acts like it so it's the same-. It's very draining emotionaly. Anyway, i'll stick to my gun and will kick him out soon as he has yet to come with a plan.
Today i just couldn't see him or talk to him anymore, i just shout over the phone & hang up at him. My anger/frustration/pain is starting to take over now and i feel it'll help me to keep my words (ie: no plan, no Carine)
We have decided not to see each others for couple days to cool off and think things through.
We'll see where it goes...

Thanks for checking on me
Carine

teke

now i'm ok, you're doing just fine, no need for me to worry about you,LOL
i think maybe rain needs to hurry up and come up with a plan, cause sound like he may not like the consequences being no carine. still praying for ya and rain too.

lightseeker

Carinie -

I was just thinking about you! Sounds like a good idea to cool off. Relationships with people are difficult at times....I'm learning when to cool off so I don't go off. Save my energy for something positive I guess. When do you head to the US? Wish that you were going to be on the east coast.


AAAAAGH! I'm sending good thoughts - Donna

Lost762

I cleared out some of them. I'll post a reply in my original post, sorry i've been away so long.