marriedithink

If you could see within my heart,
You'd see my love for you.
If your hand could touch my soul,
you'd feel what I've been through.
If your thoughts could comprehend,
the spirals in my mind.
You'd have to make the spinning stop
If only to be kind
I love you more than you can see
I feel you deep within
I think of all we're losing
and know that we can't win
I wish that I could give you sight
and touch you so you'd feel
maybe then you'd understand
what we had for me was real
Your promises though heartfelt
are maddening to me
I cling to the smallest glimmer of hope
wanting to believe
Each passing day brings me closer
to what wasn't meant to be
My heart is broken
Look feel and know
I can't save you nor you me
I don't understand the power
I can't comprehend the need
I didn't recognize the hold it had
until it made me bleed
It's changed everything that I once knew
I loved and now I hate
I thought we would make it
I believed we were real
that our love somehow was fate
I will always love you
Like no one else be sure
But my heart cannot take anymore of this love
It feels tainted now...impure
Our friendship has turned bitter
Our laughter into tears
Our love for eachother somehow became anger, in just a couple of years
I'm sorry if this hurts you
Something I never wanted to do
I need to be peaceful
I need to be well
To myself I need to be true.

cwohio

marriedithink - that is a beautiful piece - thank you so much for sharing what many of us feel or have felt!

marriedithink

Thank you

pmaslan

thank you for sharing .....very beautiful