somebodysfool

I am feeling those feelings that make me doubt, that make me wonder what is so horrible about life with me that he can't come home after work. So here I am gonna read the stickies, gonna repeat the slogans, gonna spend sometime with God, call a friend whatever it takes to get out of this funk. So thanks SR community for being here when I backslide.

J

harleygirl92156

One wonders what pain is so horrible within "them" that makes them not come home to a good loving family and instead choose to drink the pain away. It must be a very sad lonely existance indeed.

Find your compassion and understanding. Remember IT ISN'T YOU, IT IS THE DISEASE!

He suffers too.

minnie

Or alternatively, it's not me, it's him.

If you read Elizabeth's thread about emotions and actions, you will see what I mean.

Jazzman

A recent thread that was posted sent me back to January of this year, three giant steps backwards... All though it was short lived, I know what you mean about a "funk"...
I'll see what I can do

somebodysfool

Thanks, Jazz if you find it I'd appreciate it!!!

Minnie, I did read elizabeth's post just after I posted last night and thought , duh if you'd read the posts before you post you'd see where to post.

HG, I know just sometimes I don't care. (I mean that in the nicest way)

Pick-a-name

Haha! I know what you mean; and I agree. Somedays; heck, several times or more somedays, I don't care either. I just get my fill! I am sure you all know the feeling! Thanks, this made me feel better for some reason to read this. I guess it is like the "talk" I have "with myself" lots of times......that sounds scarey! (Maybe A/H has a point that I am the insane one around here..haha. Naw....!)

Take care, all! Thanks for the insight and encouragement. It helps me so much!