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Thanks everyone.... I guess it is just life, tho not life as Im use to it.
My Mom passed 1 1/2 years ago, we are just now finishing up the estate. I still mourn but in a different way now, it does not hurt so much where she is concerned, I just miss her at times. Its weird knowing that your parents are gone and you are alone in that aspect... but nothing Im really down about.
Im thinking that working on me is just plain borning. How does the song go....
I would rather fight you for what I dont really want then accept what you give that I need.
Its a Christian song and describes me alot.... Im doing really well at staying out of other peoples business, even when asked... but in turn I focus on me and I think I just get borded with working on me. My sponsor suggest I go jump out of a plane... hurm, Im not sure that was nice or not *laughs teasing* Life will always throw curve balls and I guess I should enjoy the peace while I can... just struggling with it is all.
My Mom passed 1 1/2 years ago, we are just now finishing up the estate. I still mourn but in a different way now, it does not hurt so much where she is concerned, I just miss her at times. Its weird knowing that your parents are gone and you are alone in that aspect... but nothing Im really down about.
Im thinking that working on me is just plain borning. How does the song go....
I would rather fight you for what I dont really want then accept what you give that I need.
Its a Christian song and describes me alot.... Im doing really well at staying out of other peoples business, even when asked... but in turn I focus on me and I think I just get borded with working on me. My sponsor suggest I go jump out of a plane... hurm, Im not sure that was nice or not *laughs teasing* Life will always throw curve balls and I guess I should enjoy the peace while I can... just struggling with it is all.
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I feel ya Cynay, I learned somethings from your postings, thanks for posting it.
I had a dream last night I was on my cell talking and I saw my ex drop off some mail nearby me and we both said hi but instead of trying to see what she is thinking, I just walked off, a bit nervous, but I was doing fine with head high kind of thing...dont know whats up with all the dreams lately hah
But I dont care, I'm going to find me a hot babe once I get work settled down to something more stable! Too little time in life, time to enjoy life!
I had a dream last night I was on my cell talking and I saw my ex drop off some mail nearby me and we both said hi but instead of trying to see what she is thinking, I just walked off, a bit nervous, but I was doing fine with head high kind of thing...dont know whats up with all the dreams lately hah
But I dont care, I'm going to find me a hot babe once I get work settled down to something more stable! Too little time in life, time to enjoy life!
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Originally Posted by Cynay
My sponsor suggest I go jump out of a plane... hurm, Im not sure that was nice or not *laughs teasing*
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Cynay - that's what I was saying about going to a theme park. Maybe a ride on a rollercoaster might give you the thrill you need. I know I'm long overdue a visit.
Now, do I need to borrow some kids, or can I go on my own? I have a theme park just up the road - too sad to do it on my own as everyone I know will be at work?
Now, do I need to borrow some kids, or can I go on my own? I have a theme park just up the road - too sad to do it on my own as everyone I know will be at work?
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Nahhh skip the kids... they will spend all your money.
You know what, this "phase" is driving me insane.... I dont even want to go to bible study tonight... bored bored bored.
Work is driving me insane, bored...... everything is just flatline lately.
You know what, this "phase" is driving me insane.... I dont even want to go to bible study tonight... bored bored bored.
Work is driving me insane, bored...... everything is just flatline lately.
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As far as the dreams go....I think at some point we all have some unresolved issues in our minds as far as ex's go (or anything else for that matter). I believe, in an unconscious state we try to resolve them. Sometimes our dreams make sense and sometimes they don't, just like me....there are a hole bunch of thoughts that come into my mind conscious or not that just don't make a bit of sense.
As far as your mood.....I could very well be the season changing or the "calm" that you're not use to. But enjoy every moment of it. You will adjust and you will be soooo glad you did!!
Hang it there.
As far as your mood.....I could very well be the season changing or the "calm" that you're not use to. But enjoy every moment of it. You will adjust and you will be soooo glad you did!!
Hang it there.
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ROFLMAO.....
Wow that really works!!!!
What happens when a codi learns to manuplate being a codi and turns it on the A???? Bet we could be good at it
Bahhh your just trying to save feelings.... I know Im the favorite!
Wow that really works!!!!
What happens when a codi learns to manuplate being a codi and turns it on the A???? Bet we could be good at it
Bahhh your just trying to save feelings.... I know Im the favorite!
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