clyde

After 10 1/2 months of separation and 4 months of sobriety I told my AH he needed to come home or I would divorce him. After much he can't because he does not know why he finally told me. He has been drinking again. And he thinks he will just screw it (us) up. He went back to the doc to get more meds to quit again. He just wants me to hang on forever until he is perfect and I can not do that. I know he loves me. I know his intentions are not to hurt me but I can not hang on forever. I know I will be fine in the end. I am strong and secure but right now I am just angry and hurt.

bikewench

Hey Clyde...

I know how hard that decision is...


Praying for both of you.

FormerDoormat

I've felt the anger and hurt. It does ease over time. The sun will shine again. Sending hugs your way. ((((Clyde))))

ChuckG

Been right where you are Clyde. I know it's hard. And I thought I was going to die. Then a funny thing happened...I didn't. Sucks now, but it will get better. Hang in there...

CodeMaster

Wishing you the best.

meli2005

Sorry you are going thru this. Alcoholism is a horrible disease. No, you can't hang on forever, you can't be expected too. YOu need to take care of YOU!

Sapphoness

His intentions may not be to hurt you, but you are hurting regardless. It is hard and agonizing to make that final decision. I have not had to make it, but I have thought about it and imposed a deadline. I will think about it again if things ever get back to where they were. I hope you are able to come to a decision that will be best for you and allow you happiness, whatever that decison may be.