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My Cape Is at The Cleaners
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Metropolis
Posts: 1,117
Hi RCB & Jessica,
Her nick was used at work.
Since she worked at clubs she used a different name.
So I guess it was used alomost everyday with work, online, email, in the newspaper, everywhere.
The crazy stuff was killing us.
It was not boring to say the least, but it would kill us.
Now she is bartending, heh.
I live a very different life right now.
9 to 5 and very boring, or to this other one I do.
Do I miss it? some.
I miss her a lot.
I miss her kind side.
The way she held me.
Kissed me.
I miss the way she laughed or curled her toes when she sat to eat, or the way her eyes twinked when she smiled.
I miss the "I love you" s, I could keep going.
I just miss my wife.
Her nick was used at work.
Since she worked at clubs she used a different name.
So I guess it was used alomost everyday with work, online, email, in the newspaper, everywhere.
The crazy stuff was killing us.
It was not boring to say the least, but it would kill us.
Now she is bartending, heh.
I live a very different life right now.
9 to 5 and very boring, or to this other one I do.
Do I miss it? some.
I miss her a lot.
I miss her kind side.
The way she held me.
Kissed me.
I miss the way she laughed or curled her toes when she sat to eat, or the way her eyes twinked when she smiled.
I miss the "I love you" s, I could keep going.
I just miss my wife.
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Phoenix, AZ
Posts: 3,812
You know Mr. C... I have a very strong (trying to be stronger) relationship with my creator and there is one thing that I have notice.
When I pray for something and my heart wants it in the worlds worst way.... YEP he usually gives it to me, it may not be good for me but he gives it to me and lets me learn my lesson over and over and over again.... They say be careful what you pray for cuz it might come to pass. Im hoping this last time of being SLAPPED in the face by my ex-abf is that last time I have to learn that lesson... I wont pray for that again I will pray for his will, senerity, peace and wisdom.
When I pray for something and my heart wants it in the worlds worst way.... YEP he usually gives it to me, it may not be good for me but he gives it to me and lets me learn my lesson over and over and over again.... They say be careful what you pray for cuz it might come to pass. Im hoping this last time of being SLAPPED in the face by my ex-abf is that last time I have to learn that lesson... I wont pray for that again I will pray for his will, senerity, peace and wisdom.
My Cape Is at The Cleaners
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Metropolis
Posts: 1,117
Cynay,
I’ve been praying for a year now, and not too much has happened.
It’s been a few days now and she did not call back like she said she would.
Funny I used to be able to count on her, now I can’t trust her.
Doesn’t seem right.
I’ve been praying for a year now, and not too much has happened.
It’s been a few days now and she did not call back like she said she would.
Funny I used to be able to count on her, now I can’t trust her.
Doesn’t seem right.
My Cape Is at The Cleaners
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Metropolis
Posts: 1,117
Alanon meeting tonight.
it will be the last month of my Literature chairman commitment.
It was an interest 6 months, but I’m glad to be rid of it. I always have the same lady asking for the same thing every week. She keeps getting it but then asks again.
I’m about to tell her where to get the books herself. HA!
My sponsor wants me to take another one, but I think I’ll wait for awhile till I do. I have a few things in my personal life that seem to take my time right now.
I was asked to do some art work, so I think I’ll devote some time to that.
I just set up a new art table to start drawing again.
I’ve been very down this week and now I know why.
Now to get past it is another story.
it will be the last month of my Literature chairman commitment.
It was an interest 6 months, but I’m glad to be rid of it. I always have the same lady asking for the same thing every week. She keeps getting it but then asks again.
I’m about to tell her where to get the books herself. HA!
My sponsor wants me to take another one, but I think I’ll wait for awhile till I do. I have a few things in my personal life that seem to take my time right now.
I was asked to do some art work, so I think I’ll devote some time to that.
I just set up a new art table to start drawing again.
I’ve been very down this week and now I know why.
Now to get past it is another story.
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Join Date: Dec 2004
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Originally Posted by Mr. Christian
I always have the same lady asking for the same thing every week. She keeps getting it but then asks again.
My Cape Is at The Cleaners
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Metropolis
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The phone rang tonight and I did not run to get it since I was getting ready to leave for a meeting.
I checked to see who called and OMG, I missed a call from my wife.
This was the 1st time I did not get the call in a year.
I got the message and she thought my answering message was funny.
She told me she called to check on a couple things.
It was funny cause she said “ Hi it’s me”.
She said she would try to call me later.
How stupid and worried I felt that I missed the call!
You know I was sick, sick to my stomach all night.
Some say that it was good that I missed the call.
Why do I fell so bad?
I checked to see who called and OMG, I missed a call from my wife.
This was the 1st time I did not get the call in a year.
I got the message and she thought my answering message was funny.
She told me she called to check on a couple things.
It was funny cause she said “ Hi it’s me”.
She said she would try to call me later.
How stupid and worried I felt that I missed the call!
You know I was sick, sick to my stomach all night.
Some say that it was good that I missed the call.
Why do I fell so bad?
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Join Date: Aug 2003
Location: Pittsburgh, PA
Posts: 261
She sounds like she has issues within her that are troubling her, but she isn't opening up and telling you what is going on..I guess that is why you are always confused by the end of the call..It is strange...Maybe she is confused that she made the wrong decision but doesn't want to admit to it...Just keep living your life and take things day by day! 
My Cape Is at The Cleaners
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Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Metropolis
Posts: 1,117
TY EORW,
I keep moving ahead or at least I try.
I really wish I could stop this date from happening, this date my life changed.
So much emotion seems to be coming forth right now and so wish to talk to her more.
As was said she seemed so tender and unsure, I know this feeling.
It seems so easy for some to say goodbye but it is not like that for us.
I'm taking on more work with Alanon right now, which is good.
Trying to stay busy helps.
I keep moving ahead or at least I try.
I really wish I could stop this date from happening, this date my life changed.
So much emotion seems to be coming forth right now and so wish to talk to her more.
As was said she seemed so tender and unsure, I know this feeling.
It seems so easy for some to say goodbye but it is not like that for us.
I'm taking on more work with Alanon right now, which is good.
Trying to stay busy helps.
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Join Date: Aug 2003
Location: Pittsburgh, PA
Posts: 261
MR C..I understand about saying goodbye..Everytime I say goodbye, I say hello again....This past weekend, I told my girlfriend "I guess I'm back to square one" and my girlfriend said "You've been back to square one for years now"..and I just laughed..because it was the truth..I give another chance over and over again no matter how many times I'm hurt or let down.. That is good you are taking on more with Alanon...
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Join Date: May 2004
Location: Birthplace of Rock & Roll, Home of the Blues
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Hey Mr. C...
You are doing great... you've come a long way even if you don't see it.
I guess the hard part of all these situations with A's is... you don't necessarily stop loving them, it just gets to where you may not like them or you can't live with them... living 'la vida loca' just doesn't work anymore.
Glad to hear you're getting into your art again...
Hang in there!
You are doing great... you've come a long way even if you don't see it.
I guess the hard part of all these situations with A's is... you don't necessarily stop loving them, it just gets to where you may not like them or you can't live with them... living 'la vida loca' just doesn't work anymore.
Glad to hear you're getting into your art again...
Hang in there!
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