canada1

It's been over six months since my AB and I have done the deed. I keep telling him it's because I just had a baby and I'm not ready. But the truth is, every time I look at him, all I ever see anymore is the alcohol and the effects it is having on him. He always has that stupid look on his face, his pores emenate alcohol. He always thinks he's Don Juan when he's drunk, and yet that is the one time I don't want him near me. He's staggering around bumping into furniture. And this happens every day of the week. So far he has not pushed me and for that I am grateful to him, but am I being a b*%#h? I still love him, I just don't want to touch him! Does this make any sense whatsoever?!?!

queenofthehwy

It makes perfect sense. I think a lot of us feel the same way. I look at him and think you d#*& you want me to make you happy? Guess you should think of that before you fill in the blank .

Yea I'm a little bitter today sorry.

Mindi

cupowater

Ditto! God we are all alike!!!! Ha! Ha!