Another newbie feeling alone
 

I stayed with my AB out of pure ignorance regarding his disease...and looking back desperation.

There were warning signs that I chose to ignore (Wetting the bed) verbally abusive when drunk..but he was so sorry the next day..apologetic...crying...beggin me to stay. I was flattered that he would get down on his knees for me. I thought he wouldn't do that unless he had feelings for me. At that time in my life i wanted to love and be loved.

But now all the promises made to me have been broken. I will soon find myself alone with 2 kids. I feel angry that I am a single mum. I feel angry that I am going to have to move out of my home and start again.

I'm just sad..cos we coulda been so good. we have 2 beautiful little girls a nice house, our own cars, nice income...and it's all been taken away for me to scrimp and do w/o beacuse of drink.

I am so glad to have found you all, cos I feel like i'm not alone. I'm not the only one...you know. I'll probably won't be able to post much longer cos guess what..!! this computer is his...and now I won't be able to afford one. But while i'm still here I can feel like it not me. I'm not the "mad one".

I didn't really have a purpose with this i just wanted to just get it of my system..thanks for listening..xx

((((((sodapop))))))

Welcome you are not alone by any means!!

mindi

WELCOME TO SR
You should be able to get child support, you knew that right???
Some others will be along with thoughts etc. You can go to library and use computers. I am so sorry this happened, take good care of you and the childern.
thelma

(((((HUGS))))) I am soo sorry for your pain. I do not have any words for you but I am sending you some love.

Peace -
Anguished

Sending hugs and prayers to you.

Blessings,
MysticCat

Hi sodapop.

Welcome to SR! I'm also from England - it's great to see another Brit on here. Well, sort of great. I wish you weren't suffering like you are and needing to seek out sites like this. But now you're here, settle in and have a read and get to know us. They're a great bunch and there's always someone here to listen.

Take care

Minnie
xxx

Hi Soda--Welcome--sorry about your situation--just want to let you know you
are NOT alone. In case you have not noticed there are a lot of us here and we all
have very similar problems. If you keep reading and writing you will find the words
of encouragement that you need. I find something new everyday. Keep coming
back. Smiles--Dee