Snowman7

My friend... it is very hard to deal with all of this I am sure. But rewarding bad behavior with company and loyalty is not the answer. You are a hope addict, believing she will change when she tells you she will. She has shown she will take advantage of you and cheat when she can. You need to file for divorce and use your personal power to walk completely away from this marriage for you and your kids sake. Best wishes buddy.

DontRemember

I've found out twice now that the resentment of being cheated on multiple times(grass is greener syndrome) is impossible is to let go of.

Ironically this song/video was released yesterday and fits your situation perfectly. The energy/focus you're using on her would be better served on your children. Take care,bud.

https://youtu.be/IyDvc01WoEQ