5 years since I posted last....
5 years since I posted last....
Hi everyone,
Today, for some reason, I was thinking about this forum and how much it really helped me when I needed advice, an ear, a shoulder to cry on, and honest advice from people who'd stood where I was.
I first posted about 6 years ago, off and on for a year. I was struggling with whether or not to leave my alcoholic, angry, and sometimes abusive ex-husband. I went back today and reread all of those posts I made, and every single reply. I cried....not because I was reliving the sadness of those days. I cried because I dont even recognize that sad, lost, desperate person anymore. And I cried again because i was so touched looking back at all the people who were trying to help me, reaching out with support, love, jokes and hard knocks, when I needed them.
This past October, almost exactly 5 years after my divorce, I remarried to a wonderful man. He is kind, funny, hardworking, and loves me more than I ever could deserve. We have disagreements like any couple, and I've never felt a moment of fear with him. It's freeing to go out, and have fun, not be secretly counting his drinks, or worrying about what might happen. I'm still learning how to be open with my feelings, and hes very patient with me. Hes also a wonderful father to my two new teenage stepsons (who I also love dearly). He'd maybe like to have another child, I'm still on the fence, but we're building a house in spring, so we can revisit after that.
Anyway, I couldn't have imagined this future for myself. But, looking back, I remember how trapped and hopeless I felt. And I guess I just wanted to pop back in and thank everyone (if anyone is still on here from that time). And just say that...life can go on. And it'lll be hard, and sad, and frustrating...but then at some point, you come out the other side. And you can heal. And life can turn out pretty great.
Much love to all of you.
Today, for some reason, I was thinking about this forum and how much it really helped me when I needed advice, an ear, a shoulder to cry on, and honest advice from people who'd stood where I was.
I first posted about 6 years ago, off and on for a year. I was struggling with whether or not to leave my alcoholic, angry, and sometimes abusive ex-husband. I went back today and reread all of those posts I made, and every single reply. I cried....not because I was reliving the sadness of those days. I cried because I dont even recognize that sad, lost, desperate person anymore. And I cried again because i was so touched looking back at all the people who were trying to help me, reaching out with support, love, jokes and hard knocks, when I needed them.
This past October, almost exactly 5 years after my divorce, I remarried to a wonderful man. He is kind, funny, hardworking, and loves me more than I ever could deserve. We have disagreements like any couple, and I've never felt a moment of fear with him. It's freeing to go out, and have fun, not be secretly counting his drinks, or worrying about what might happen. I'm still learning how to be open with my feelings, and hes very patient with me. Hes also a wonderful father to my two new teenage stepsons (who I also love dearly). He'd maybe like to have another child, I'm still on the fence, but we're building a house in spring, so we can revisit after that.
Anyway, I couldn't have imagined this future for myself. But, looking back, I remember how trapped and hopeless I felt. And I guess I just wanted to pop back in and thank everyone (if anyone is still on here from that time). And just say that...life can go on. And it'lll be hard, and sad, and frustrating...but then at some point, you come out the other side. And you can heal. And life can turn out pretty great.
Much love to all of you.
Thank you for coming back and giving us an update. I am thrilled that you have found a life that you love. It is no more than you deserve. You do deserve this wonderful man's love.
Big hugs to you!
Big hugs to you!
Brave.....I DO remember you! I am so proud of you and happy for you.
There are people, here, tonight, who are feeling the way that you were feeling 6yrs. ago......and, your story may give them evidence and hope that they can find happiness on the "other side" of their challenges....
Thanks a bunch!
Remember that you can STILl hang around and share much of your well earned wisdom and experience...….
There are people, here, tonight, who are feeling the way that you were feeling 6yrs. ago......and, your story may give them evidence and hope that they can find happiness on the "other side" of their challenges....
Thanks a bunch!
Remember that you can STILl hang around and share much of your well earned wisdom and experience...….
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“There are people, here, tonight, who are feeling the way that you were feeling 6yrs. ago......and, your story may give them evidence and hope that they can find happiness on the "other side" of their challenges....
Thanks a bunch!”
This would be me! I second this, thank you so much for posting an update. It gives me hope
Hi Brave .
This is such a wonderful post and gives so much hope to newbies thinking they will never kick the booze.
You just showed it came be done and we can be really happy & finally get the life we do deserve.
Just loved it.
I'm so thrilled for you and your happy new life.
Thanks so much for posting xx
This is such a wonderful post and gives so much hope to newbies thinking they will never kick the booze.
You just showed it came be done and we can be really happy & finally get the life we do deserve.
Just loved it.
I'm so thrilled for you and your happy new life.
Thanks so much for posting xx
Brave.....I DO remember you! I am so proud of you and happy for you.
There are people, here, tonight, who are feeling the way that you were feeling 6yrs. ago......and, your story may give them evidence and hope that they can find happiness on the "other side" of their challenges....
Thanks a bunch!
Remember that you can STILl hang around and share much of your well earned wisdom and experience...….
There are people, here, tonight, who are feeling the way that you were feeling 6yrs. ago......and, your story may give them evidence and hope that they can find happiness on the "other side" of their challenges....
Thanks a bunch!
Remember that you can STILl hang around and share much of your well earned wisdom and experience...….
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