How do I go NC while co-parenting with an active alcoholic?
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How do I go NC while co-parenting with an active alcoholic?
So, I've jumped off the crazy train. I've been able to half my time with Q at our kids handovers. I've notified the schools that he's actively drinking again. They could tell by my oldest playing up.
So my question is how to I do NC when he has to drop the kids at my apartment twice a week. We used to meet at the store but it's quicker to do handovers at mine... Lot less time getting kids out of car seats etc.
I'm going NC as he tried to get back with me...Totally earnest but when I said no to his drinking (I thought he was sober all this time). He went back to an old hse mate who let's him drink. I'm over it. I've just shut down and realised that over the last year I've probably been enabling him by being friendly (I hoped we'd get back together cos he was sober and at AA etc).
My concern is that my eldest is picking up that there's something going on between his mum & dad.. Or just that I'm heartbroken and his dad is oblivious. He's only 5 so he doesn't understand. But he knows I'm sad... I try to hide it but the last few weeks have been god awful. I never speak badly about his dad but I can't pretend I'm not hurt by what my Q just did.. I can't look the man in the face. I still close the door and burst into tears.
I won't enable Q by pretending his actions haven't hurt me but I don't want my son getting upset by all of this. The last month has been an emotional roller-coaster.
Thanks as always. I should ask as well.. How the holy fudge do you co-parent with an active alcoholic? He's stopped texting me altogether (so his insecure bed warmer doesn't feel put out...I'd be laughing if I could).
So my question is how to I do NC when he has to drop the kids at my apartment twice a week. We used to meet at the store but it's quicker to do handovers at mine... Lot less time getting kids out of car seats etc.
I'm going NC as he tried to get back with me...Totally earnest but when I said no to his drinking (I thought he was sober all this time). He went back to an old hse mate who let's him drink. I'm over it. I've just shut down and realised that over the last year I've probably been enabling him by being friendly (I hoped we'd get back together cos he was sober and at AA etc).
My concern is that my eldest is picking up that there's something going on between his mum & dad.. Or just that I'm heartbroken and his dad is oblivious. He's only 5 so he doesn't understand. But he knows I'm sad... I try to hide it but the last few weeks have been god awful. I never speak badly about his dad but I can't pretend I'm not hurt by what my Q just did.. I can't look the man in the face. I still close the door and burst into tears.
I won't enable Q by pretending his actions haven't hurt me but I don't want my son getting upset by all of this. The last month has been an emotional roller-coaster.
Thanks as always. I should ask as well.. How the holy fudge do you co-parent with an active alcoholic? He's stopped texting me altogether (so his insecure bed warmer doesn't feel put out...I'd be laughing if I could).
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Hi Milano,
From a previous thread:
It's a lot about 'how to protect kids' from a person with a devastating disease that affects everyone around them.
I'm glad you're here.
How does the shared care that's going on any better than if you were divorced? Simply food for thought.
From a previous thread:
I honestly don't know him anymore. He came home on Sat night so drunk, tremors, staggering. Got so belligerent. We've two very small kids so I'm terrified he's going to do something stupid.
Its been like this fir the last 2months and he wont get help. He was off booze for nearly 4ys before that after I dumped him for getting drunk. From his early teens to his 30s he's passed out in so many places, been rescued outta rivers. He thinks he just doesn't have an off switch when he's starting to get drunk. Why is he drinking at all if that's the case? I cant divorce him cos in nz he'd get shared care and he cant be trusted anymore on his own with them. I'm at my wits end.
Its been like this fir the last 2months and he wont get help. He was off booze for nearly 4ys before that after I dumped him for getting drunk. From his early teens to his 30s he's passed out in so many places, been rescued outta rivers. He thinks he just doesn't have an off switch when he's starting to get drunk. Why is he drinking at all if that's the case? I cant divorce him cos in nz he'd get shared care and he cant be trusted anymore on his own with them. I'm at my wits end.
I'm glad you're here.
How does the shared care that's going on any better than if you were divorced? Simply food for thought.
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Oops. It seems you are divorced now?
Perhaps exploring the child protective support systems will help in giving resources and ideas for you and your children.
It seems like you've been doing many good, proactive things. One foot in front of the other.
Perhaps exploring the child protective support systems will help in giving resources and ideas for you and your children.
It seems like you've been doing many good, proactive things. One foot in front of the other.
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Hi Milano,
From a previous thread:
It's a lot about 'how to protect kids' from a person with a devastating disease that affects everyone around them.
I'm glad you're here.
How does the shared care that's going on any better than if you were divorced? Simply food for thought.
From a previous thread:
It's a lot about 'how to protect kids' from a person with a devastating disease that affects everyone around them.
I'm glad you're here.
How does the shared care that's going on any better than if you were divorced? Simply food for thought.
Still not an ideal situation.
Them seeing you upset is very upsetting for them I'm sure and also for you so for now, do what you have to do to make it easier on yourself.
Also when the hand over is going on, try to focus on how happy you are to see your kids (I know you are) and less on him being there, if at all possible. No need to talk, no need to say anything - "say bye to Daddy" - none of that, just ok, let's get in the car and get you home!
Anyway, just some thoughts to hopefully make it easier on you.
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This is just a suggestion but if you can't keep from bursting in to tears when he drops them at your place, how about going back to picking them up at the store, if you find that to be less emotional or if it forces you to hold it together. Even for a few months, just tell him it's not working for you and you'd like to go back to the previous plan, no other explanation required.
Them seeing you upset is very upsetting for them I'm sure and also for you so for now, do what you have to do to make it easier on yourself.
Also when the hand over is going on, try to focus on how happy you are to see your kids (I know you are) and less on him being there, if at all possible. No need to talk, no need to say anything - "say bye to Daddy" - none of that, just ok, let's get in the car and get you home!
Anyway, just some thoughts to hopefully make it easier on you.
Them seeing you upset is very upsetting for them I'm sure and also for you so for now, do what you have to do to make it easier on yourself.
Also when the hand over is going on, try to focus on how happy you are to see your kids (I know you are) and less on him being there, if at all possible. No need to talk, no need to say anything - "say bye to Daddy" - none of that, just ok, let's get in the car and get you home!
Anyway, just some thoughts to hopefully make it easier on you.
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Hi Milano, the sadness I can relate to so much, and all things considered, try not to be to hard on yourself as I would consider it normal during these early stages.
A term I learned early on was: parallel parenting, since there really is no such thing as co-parenting as a cohesive team with an active addict. Helped me take some of the weight off my shoulders that I wasn't doing "my part" because co-parenting just wasn't a realistic expectation in my situation.
I don't know if you have the support from family and friends but I would strongly suggest enlisting their help to do child exchanges and eliminate yourself from direct contact.
As you noted, keeping any communication strictly to email or text and only about the children. There is a website that was court ordered in my case called Our Family Wizard that all communication is designed to go through which could be admissible in court if needed. It is an annual subscription though.
Proud of you for looking after your littles, I think you are doing a great job.
You might just find the more you are able to take yourself out of the equation, the less effort he puts forward. The space will allow you time you desperately need to heal.
I strongly believe my qualifier fed off of getting any reaction our of me. Once I removed myself from direct contact with him, my life improved in leaps and bounds.
A term I learned early on was: parallel parenting, since there really is no such thing as co-parenting as a cohesive team with an active addict. Helped me take some of the weight off my shoulders that I wasn't doing "my part" because co-parenting just wasn't a realistic expectation in my situation.
I don't know if you have the support from family and friends but I would strongly suggest enlisting their help to do child exchanges and eliminate yourself from direct contact.
As you noted, keeping any communication strictly to email or text and only about the children. There is a website that was court ordered in my case called Our Family Wizard that all communication is designed to go through which could be admissible in court if needed. It is an annual subscription though.
Proud of you for looking after your littles, I think you are doing a great job.
You might just find the more you are able to take yourself out of the equation, the less effort he puts forward. The space will allow you time you desperately need to heal.
I strongly believe my qualifier fed off of getting any reaction our of me. Once I removed myself from direct contact with him, my life improved in leaps and bounds.
I am as NC with my ex husband as I can be. He's an alcoholic now, but it's his narcissism that made me go that route. We do the drop off/pick up at a gas station down the road. That way there are security cameras and witnesses. NO phone calls. All correspondence has to be done via text or email. Strictly business. I don't even feel compelled to say "Thanks" or anything before signing my name. It's the only way of "coparenting" that I can do. Another benefit of only communicating via written communication is that everything is documented.
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@Milano58: Thanks for starting this thread. I am in a similar situation. Trying to go low contact for my own sanity. Her specialty has recently been the silent treatment, which hurts in its own right. Blessings to you and your kids.
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I really don't think he has the capacity to understand what he's just put me through. In his eyes he's been the victim since the night I called the cops.
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