Mango212

I'm hitting another major breaking point.. No tears, simply internal quaking. Emotions. Alanon meeting at noon was good. Hit on deep stuff.

I'm making use of shopping therapy. Not much to buy, yet going through the motions, being around people and looking for a few special items I need (lag screws, a rachet, a couple inexpensive "thank you" gifts) and posting here is helping.

I'm planning on a second Alanon meeting today. Balance is coming easier. More enjoyment of life and steadiness, even while allowing these feelings.

Hawkeye13

New cabin sounds wonderful Mango--I've done the cabin thing two times and loved it.

Your 80 acres will be your "territory" to walk and enjoy with puppy.

Nesting is a lovely thing in such settings

Mango212

Thanks, Hawkeye.

I'm about to head in to the meeting. I've been waiting in the parking lot, reviewing "narcissistic abuse recovery" methods and came to the great realization I've been through most of it now. I'm staying in NC with my FOO and for the most part am on the "have fun, enjoy a big life and keep looking forward" part of recovery. I'll get through this day. It helps to say this.


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