Strong enough
 

By Mathew West

You must
You must think I'm strong
To give me what I'm going through

Well, forgive me
Forgive me if I'm wrong
But this looks like more than I can do
On my own

I know I'm not strong enough to be
Everything that I'm supposed to be
I give up
I'm not strong enough
Hands of mercy won't you cover me
Lord right now I'm asking you to be
Strong enough
Strong enough
For the both of us
Yeah

Well, maybe
Maybe that's the point
To reach the point of giving up

'Cause when I'm finally
Finally at rock bottom
Well, that's when I start looking up
And reaching out

I know I'm not strong enough to be
Everything that I'm supposed to be
I give up
I'm not strong enough
Hands of mercy won't you cover me
Lord right now I'm asking you to be
Strong enough
Strong enough

Meditated, then this was on Pandora when I turned it on. I'm relating deeply to this.

I'm not strong enough to carry this day.

Recognizing this. Embracing this. Welcoming great things in my life, that I simply allow instead of forcing.

Letting all my emotions flow.

Visualizing a bright light around me, disintegrating all alcoholic vomit. Those words of denial, accusation and lies that are too much for me and not mine to acknowledge or keep.

This day is too much for me. I'll let God have it.

It's okay for me to feel the pain, hurt and sorrow. It's okay for me to also feel music in my soul, release the tension from my shoulders, take some deep breaths and dance! It's okay for me to feel joy.

What others think of me is not my business.

Filling my life with new, better, more:

Goodness
Fun
Peace

I love this!