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Old 02-13-2018, 08:43 PM
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Feelings.. flowing...

I'm mad... angry... crying....


Emotions flowing....


To be abused... again... and again...


All my life...


By my parents... by my brother...


Emotional abuse, psychological abuse, verbal abuse....


Is WRONG, WRONG, WRONG, WRONG, WRONG!!!


And I am VERY VERY much feeling the injustice of them living in beautiful big homes while I'm feeling very disconnected from life at every turn....



This past week I've been brought into quietness often, meditation, safe spaces...



And here comes the flood of emotions I've been so desperately wanting to hold back...
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Old 02-13-2018, 09:06 PM
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One deep breath after another.....




One deep breath after another.....





One deep breath after another.....





One deep breath after another.....






One deep breath after another.....
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Old 02-13-2018, 10:08 PM
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Mango, I just want you to know that you have made some very wise and compassionate posts here. You make a difference in this community. Thank you for sharing with us.

You know what? If you donít like those people you donít have to talk to them or see them. Itís ok to ignore them. If they arenít nice to you, just keep your distance. Take good care of Mango, ok?
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Old 02-13-2018, 10:23 PM
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Mango,

Injustice is a really good word to describe it. I know nothing can change what happened. And while it may feel like they are unscathed by their actions, have material possessions, and the appearance of all being well. It surely isnt, not on the inside. You are beautiful inside despite all you have been through. Your posts show an inner light and hope. That is a very powerful thing to have within. So yes breath in and out. That old life can be left behind.
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If you don’t like those people you don’t have to talk to them or see them. It’s ok to ignore them. If they aren’t nice to you, just keep your distance. Take good care of Mango, ok?

You are beautiful inside despite all you have been through.

That old life can be left behind.


I had no idea how much I needed to hear these words. Thank you. (((Hugs)))

The rest I'll take in again.... later on....

It sucks, it hurts, to let these crappy horrible feelings out... yet I've learned to trust this process... and also to reach out for help.

THANK YOU.


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No Contact for a long time and that's allowing these feelings to come out...

So so good to hear... to have permission... that I don't need to be around them. That it's okay to leave it behind.
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