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that is how it is supposed to be, Smarie!!! people are not permanent fixtures in our lives.....they come and they go. some for longer than others. but NONE of them are OURS to keep. life is fluid......and by it's very impermanence is where we find our gratitude for the now. and we find that letting go is much easier if we never cast our "grip" in cement in the first place.
that is how it is supposed to be, Smarie!!! people are not permanent fixtures in our lives.....they come and they go. some for longer than others. but NONE of them are OURS to keep. life is fluid......and by it's very impermanence is where we find our gratitude for the now. and we find that letting go is much easier if we never cast our "grip" in cement in the first place.
Smarie....it would follow, then...on the heels of our continuing conversation, on this subject...that, you have internalized your parental values...(high achievement expectaions/ strong family obligations, as examples)...and did not "individuate" enough, at the expected time...in order to establish (internalize) your own, personal set of values. Leaving you in the position of being pistol whipped by your superego, with the guilt and shame of not "living up" to their values.....
Lol...do you grasp what I am driving at...or does this just sound like a lot of hokus-pokus, to you...?
Lol...do you grasp what I am driving at...or does this just sound like a lot of hokus-pokus, to you...?
Smarie....it would follow, then...on the heels of our continuing conversation, on this subject...that, you have internalized your parental values...(high achievement expectaions/ strong family obligations, as examples)...and did not "individuate" enough, at the expected time...in order to establish (internalize) your own, personal set of values. Leaving you in the position of being pistol whipped by your superego, with the guilt and shame of not "living up" to their values.....
Lol...do you grasp what I am driving at...or does this just sound like a lot of hokus-pokus, to you...?
Lol...do you grasp what I am driving at...or does this just sound like a lot of hokus-pokus, to you...?
Smarie....I know, too well...that what can look "wonderful" to the outside...can be different than they expect...to the person living in the situation. Children can have different "assigned roles" in the family, and, sometimes never get to grow out of the labels, as adult...even...
I am referring to the considerable time that you have talked about having to do so many things for your family and mold your schedule around them--or change your plans to accommodate them... and, that you cannot ever tell them "no" without overwhelming guilt (even when you have good reason)....
Living with your family for a longer time, than most of your peers has been mentioned....
I am thinking of the area that I came from...often the youngest child..especially, the youngest girl was the one...especially, if they did not move out to pursue job/education...or especially, if they did not marry...was designated to stay closest to the family and keep the parents from having an empty nest...and, be the one always "free" to do things for everybody else....
I am referring to the considerable time that you have talked about having to do so many things for your family and mold your schedule around them--or change your plans to accommodate them... and, that you cannot ever tell them "no" without overwhelming guilt (even when you have good reason)....
Living with your family for a longer time, than most of your peers has been mentioned....
I am thinking of the area that I came from...often the youngest child..especially, the youngest girl was the one...especially, if they did not move out to pursue job/education...or especially, if they did not marry...was designated to stay closest to the family and keep the parents from having an empty nest...and, be the one always "free" to do things for everybody else....
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