For the first time....
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For the first time....
My AH moved into the spare room last night. I thanked him this morning and he said “whatever you need”.
He is going on a month sober; and I have been SO up and down with my emotions.
I actually am looking forward to getting done work and going home tonight for the first time in I can’t even say how long I really, truly don’t care what he is doing tonight!
I picked up some dinner materials to make spaghetti and don’t care if he likes it or doesn’t-he doesn’t have to eat it!
I had a long talk with a very dear friend last night and I feel SO good today...
Like I don’t have to decide today if I am staying or not, I just need to take it one day at a time!
And of course all of the advice and inspiration on this site! I am so very grateful to you ALL, I FINALLY realize I am not insane and/or all of the things he has accused me of being over the years.
I am OK! Yay! Happy Friday everyone!
He is going on a month sober; and I have been SO up and down with my emotions.
I actually am looking forward to getting done work and going home tonight for the first time in I can’t even say how long I really, truly don’t care what he is doing tonight!
I picked up some dinner materials to make spaghetti and don’t care if he likes it or doesn’t-he doesn’t have to eat it!
I had a long talk with a very dear friend last night and I feel SO good today...
Like I don’t have to decide today if I am staying or not, I just need to take it one day at a time!
And of course all of the advice and inspiration on this site! I am so very grateful to you ALL, I FINALLY realize I am not insane and/or all of the things he has accused me of being over the years.
I am OK! Yay! Happy Friday everyone!
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