Moving out, detox, Worst day ever!
I didn't even notice I deflected to him. No. I guess I don't think I deserve space. I mean obviously that sounds stupid to type but it's still all about him. Why does it matter what he wants?
I think when we take that first leap of faith. As you did by moving out, we fear the net will not appear. However, it does, we become the net, we become stronger, and we become independent and embrace life rather than endure it.
fml....it is natural that you miss your old home that you just moved out of.
Everything new feels a little weird, in the beginning. But, with each day, a little more familiarity develops....until, it finally becomes a new normal....becomes comfortable.....
Sure, you will remember the old house (unless you develop amnesia), but, you will remember it without it tearing your gut out every time you do.....
It will help a little if you start putting your "mark" on the new apartment. Let your daughter help you, and it can actually become fun.....
Everything new feels a little weird, in the beginning. But, with each day, a little more familiarity develops....until, it finally becomes a new normal....becomes comfortable.....
Sure, you will remember the old house (unless you develop amnesia), but, you will remember it without it tearing your gut out every time you do.....
It will help a little if you start putting your "mark" on the new apartment. Let your daughter help you, and it can actually become fun.....
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Thank you! I have a 6 year old. She is so excited about the new place. So much so that I could hardly stand it yesterday because all I wanted to do was cry! She's going on and on about all the fun things in our new apartment and all I am thinking is 'but I want my old home!' I didn't say that to her.
Remember that when you feel down or start going down the rabbit hole of focusing all of your energy on what your AH is doing....try to refocus that energy to her, someone who actually needs and wants it.
You might think you want your old home...but do you....really? What you might miss is your house but not the home. You have given you and your daughter the gift of rebuilding a new home together. Again, way to go, mom!
fml....lol....I AM one of those "healthcare people"......
I, also, have worked with lots of alcoholics...detoxing them...following them in treatment...dealing with their families...etc.
They will be on to him. And, they know that detox and rehab is just an opportunity to start on the road to recovery....
Most marriage counselors are not extremely well versed in alcoholism/addiction...unless they have special education/experience in that area....
Anyway...they tend to focus on the marriage...not so much on the individual....
this is one reason that you are encouraged to take advantage of our Classic Reading section of the stickies, as well as all the other stories, here on the forum...so that you will be resistant to manipulations and charm....you will see it for what it is....
Knowledge is power.
I am going to give you a couple of links to this kind of information, in our "library" of excellent articles about alcoholism and the effects on the loved ones...
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...c-reading.html (Classic Reading)
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-reposted.html (10 Ways to Tell When an Addict or Alcoholic is Full of ****, reposted)
I, also, have worked with lots of alcoholics...detoxing them...following them in treatment...dealing with their families...etc.
They will be on to him. And, they know that detox and rehab is just an opportunity to start on the road to recovery....
Most marriage counselors are not extremely well versed in alcoholism/addiction...unless they have special education/experience in that area....
Anyway...they tend to focus on the marriage...not so much on the individual....
this is one reason that you are encouraged to take advantage of our Classic Reading section of the stickies, as well as all the other stories, here on the forum...so that you will be resistant to manipulations and charm....you will see it for what it is....
Knowledge is power.
I am going to give you a couple of links to this kind of information, in our "library" of excellent articles about alcoholism and the effects on the loved ones...
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...c-reading.html (Classic Reading)
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-reposted.html (10 Ways to Tell When an Addict or Alcoholic is Full of ****, reposted)
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fml....lol....I AM one of those "healthcare people"......
I, also, have worked with lots of alcoholics...detoxing them...following them in treatment...dealing with their families...etc.
They will be on to him. And, they know that detox and rehab is just an opportunity to start on the road to recovery]
I, also, have worked with lots of alcoholics...detoxing them...following them in treatment...dealing with their families...etc.
They will be on to him. And, they know that detox and rehab is just an opportunity to start on the road to recovery]
fml....try not to "read" too much into it. They have had only a cursory interaction with him, so, naturally, they will take what he says at face value, right now.
Yes, you will be "off the hook".
You are correct...HE is their patient...not you.
Of course you have the option to not pick up the phone, if you don't want to.
It is always your responsibility to protect your own boundaries...in every situation.....
No worries....no offence taken!
Yes, you will be "off the hook".
You are correct...HE is their patient...not you.
Of course you have the option to not pick up the phone, if you don't want to.
It is always your responsibility to protect your own boundaries...in every situation.....
No worries....no offence taken!
I am peeved because I almost feeling like they are feeling me out to see how much I am going to support him. They keep giving me stellar comments about how engaged and motivated he is for me and daughter.
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fml....try not to "read" too much into it. They have had only a cursory interaction with him, so, naturally, they will take what he says at face value, right now.
Yes, you will be "off the hook".
You are correct...HE is their patient...not you.
Of course you have the option to not pick up the phone, if you don't want to.
It is always your responsibility to protect your own boundaries...in every situation.....
No worries....no offence taken!
Yes, you will be "off the hook".
You are correct...HE is their patient...not you.
Of course you have the option to not pick up the phone, if you don't want to.
It is always your responsibility to protect your own boundaries...in every situation.....
No worries....no offence taken!
when i was in a wee bit of a codependant relationship with a chronic relapsing alkie/addict(imagine this- that relationship happened AFTER i got sober) that was part of it.
it also became my normal and without the drama and chaos, which IS normal, nothing felt normal.
when I finally ended it,which didnt mean SHE was done, i kept answering the phone until the pain of answering the phone was unbearable.
then let the answering machine take the abuse.
then had to unplug my phone.
then threaten a restraining order.
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