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For those asking what I will do should he show up at my door, well, for now, just because I am at risk still with my codependency, I decided to stay out at my parents home this week about 30 or so miles away. I was there last night anyway when he called so will just stick around - he knows I spend time here so don't even have to lie about it. I wish him the best this week. Despite my little voice there feeling compassion for him, not an ounce of me regrets my decision.
Dee in Newcomers is always pushing having a plan for Alcoholics. It is just as important for codies. I love your plan. Also very NON-codie to know yourself well enough to know you wouldn't do well if he showed up at your door and get yourself elsewhere. I did the same except a bit more extreme . . . . I left the country. It's like an alcoholic in recovery who doesn't even drive by a liquor store.
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Smarie,
Good for you! He has his own higher power that will take care of him and it's not you. I know it is hard but I just wanted to let you know, I think you did the right thing. When he runs out of people that soften his consequences maybe he will finally want to work on recovery.
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Good for you! He has his own higher power that will take care of him and it's not you. I know it is hard but I just wanted to let you know, I think you did the right thing. When he runs out of people that soften his consequences maybe he will finally want to work on recovery.
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Let's be clear here...he got himself kicked out of another place and so terrorized the nice guy who kindly took him in that the guy called the police...more than once.
When do you stop seeing him as the victim here? Because there are plenty of real victims...pretty much everyone who tries to help him, for one.
When do you stop seeing him as the victim here? Because there are plenty of real victims...pretty much everyone who tries to help him, for one.
You seem like you are wavering a little today, so good move on staying at your folks. We do that...we take care of ourselves and then feel guilty! Tats OUR addict voice pushing us, and we have to fight just as hard as they do to squash it.
Doesn't matter my dear....your boundaries are not for him!!! Keep putting measures in place, and keep working on your plan to keep you focused so you don't slide back - you can do this!!
For any former addicts out there, now that you are sober, did you feel these boundaries helped you?
Good stuff but still tough (I have a couple other unrelated things going on that adds a little extra blahness now) . To Aries point, it's not so much I can't stop seeing him as victim, but I feel a compassion toward him being so unable to battle this. Ok so he's not actually "unable" but perhaps weak or just stopped believing. I don't know to be honest. I don't know why some people succumb to addiction and others fight it. The best I can do is make sure my actions are appropriate. Kind of like the alcoholic that can't always control the craving, but can control picking up that drink.
^^^^^ Wow Smarie. You really are figuring this out.
Also very NON-codie to know yourself well enough to know you wouldn't do well if he showed up at your door and get yourself elsewhere. I did the same except a bit more extreme . . . . I left the country. It's like an alcoholic in recovery who doesn't even drive by a liquor store.
Also very NON-codie to know yourself well enough to know you wouldn't do well if he showed up at your door and get yourself elsewhere. I did the same except a bit more extreme . . . . I left the country. It's like an alcoholic in recovery who doesn't even drive by a liquor store.
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