knowthetriggers

Yeah, the pitty party has begun. I have no patience for it and I make comments and I know I shouldn't. I feel the anger building up inside me like I want to explode an rip him a new butthole.

I will read my literature this morning and bring it with me to read on anger for my lunch break.

In the mean time I am developing a plan for the girls and I.

Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Our family is quite broken at the moment.

Nata1980

Knowthetriggers - it is terrific that you recognize that you should work on not commenting. Good for you! Do something for yourself outside of reading - go for a walk, watch a movie.

I am successful and self sufficient and pity party of XAH is still driving me crazy. I am viewing it from "he does not and will never operate as I do". And, of course, he is an XAH so I can always finish the conversation.

knowthetriggers

I recognize I have a lot to work on but I know I can do this and be a stable source for my girls