So he gets out tomorrow...Anxiety!!!
You seem so strong, uncompromising (in a good way) and determined but it's taken it's toll. I hope everything settles down soon and your XAH and you lose contact. At least he's not adding to your stress apart from the scary and sudden finding religion. I might be wrong but I thought he was a dedicated atheist?
FeelingGreat, it's all one big house of cards, I'm the queen of compartmentalization. But one strong wind, or unforseen drama and it will all come crashing down.
Nope your not wrong at all, 1000% against God, against religion, those people are crazy for the first 50 years of life, and now after a short 75 days in rehab he has had a complete turn around. Quoting scripture left and right, and God is getting him through. Found God in rehab, apparently God hangs out a lot in rehabs, prisons, and hospitals. (Sorry not to be jaded, just cynical.)
Nope your not wrong at all, 1000% against God, against religion, those people are crazy for the first 50 years of life, and now after a short 75 days in rehab he has had a complete turn around. Quoting scripture left and right, and God is getting him through. Found God in rehab, apparently God hangs out a lot in rehabs, prisons, and hospitals. (Sorry not to be jaded, just cynical.)
I have been trying deep breathing exercises to control the anxiety. I've mentioned it before and not to harp but my puppy has been a great source of comfort and anti-anxiety for me, we go on walks regularly. Finally when all else fails then I take Xanax, unfortunately this doesn't work for me during the day cause it makes me sleepy, and I'm not a big pill person, but sometimes they are just too much.
Hi, J! Just wanted to say how adorable your puppy dog is! My dogs (many through the years) have ALWAYS been my support therapy I love them with all my heart! I will always have dogs! I have two shelter rescues now... a boy and a girl... both mixed breed big dogs. They are my best friends!
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