Feeling lonely st
 

After speaking to my counsellor- I think that I have moved on but I love the inner person that is my ABF - still a waiting game about detox. He isn't helping himself and we rarely share the bed.

We are going aeay this weekend & I am dreading it to an extent- being with him 24/7 for 4 days.

I no longer trust him to help me out - I was ill last week & still had to take my guide dog down despite dizziness as he was still asleep & he has let me down too many times .

Waiting til October then he is out!

Hang in there - October will be here none to soon! Sending you peace!

In my experience it's much lonelier in the final days of a bad relationship than it ever was being alone.

October is one of my favorite months of the year, this year it will be yours too!

Hang in there!

Love October. Hope you will too!