Bookaboo2

I decided to go on a lunch date with ABF. SR am really struggling to let go I want to be ready but I know am not. I keep saying I want space but I really don't I think. We had I nice lunch date he even surprised me with a walk on a trail. The night ended with us both going to meetings. He was suspose to come over tonight perhaps but if he didn't I was gonna do my plan b. He called and wanted to come over on the weekend and spend the night. Here's his issue I said no I want to take time for myself. I don't want to change plans just to have him come over. I told him this new for me to say no and not put your needs first. SR I actually wasn't upset I said my peac3 and was done. I did tell him during lunch it would be easier to just not have to worry about his feelings and only mine. I did tell him that it's hard to worry about anyone right now except me. Honestly I didn't even fed into his statements. I just didn't care about his feelings I only care about my feelings right now

NYCDoglvr

You're on a healthy path, my hat is off to you for realizing the only important thing is what's going on in your head and heart. Stay strong!