Why am I not angry?
 

My stbxah back in December threaten to ruin my credit, and just recently wanted me to sign a document that could of cost me a lot.

At the time of the incidents I was mad, but now I am not sure what I feel. The second incident my lovely step father in law was behind that.

I don't know if I just expected them to go that way so I'm not that mad or it's so repressed that I don't know I'm angry.

For me sometimes when my AH behaves in the way I know and the way we have lived for 15 years I just accept it.

Other times the rage/ my rage reappears.....

Thank goodness for SR and Al Anon....they help me keep my side of the street clean.

Some days are harder than others...

All the best to you......Phiz