the smell
I'm actually shocked Ah can't smell it when he comes back into the room. The few times I've been drunk when i was younger I could definitely smell it on my clothes, the bed, ugh my breath alone. Those are only a few of the reasons I refuse to drink now. So how come he cant smell it on himself or in our room?
I spent years deluding myself that I was imagining this, and that my AH's lack of ability to string a sentence together was the start of some degenerative neurological disorder. Trust your instincts, they are seldom wrong. Xx
That smell is such a trigger for me. I can smell it in grocery store check outs, in restaurants - wherever someone is next to me and has that smell. To me it is the smell of alcoholism and the death of my dreams and in an instant it can take my breath away and bring tears to my eyes. It is such a sad sad smell.
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)