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I'm not seeing any red flags. In a way, I'm happy that he saw me at my worst already. He told me that he wanted to ask me out then, but I wasn't divorced yet, and he wanted to give me some time. That day that I met him, he saw my red headed temper, with flames shooting out of my eyes, ready to just pounce, and he didn't run and hide. He just gave it time. |
I got directions to where that was, because I always wanted to know where Butler PA was, I live in Butler Township, Hazleton area. When I moved to PA, I didn't know there were all of these townships here, and I was telling people Butler PA. wow, I'm about 2 hours if not more from there. PS --- Make that 4 hours away !!!!! PA is really a large state |
Im in CA and I love french fries with gravy! Lol!!! |
If you're ever in Erie for one of your weekly excursions, stop in at Dominick's. That would actually be a great day. Check out the zoo, skip rocks and wade in Lake Erie, then grab a meatball omelette at Dominick's. |
He sounds genuine to me & open communication is the way to go. Well done. |
It's kinda funny. He told me that he is not good with talking about emotional feelings or talking that much. Used to sports talking or news talking. He told me the first day he met me that he felt like a little boy that liked the girl. That little boys don't know what to do with this, so they end up doing something stupid. He told me he wanted to put a frog down my shirt, (lol) then he realized his age, and that he can't do that. He told me that I make him feel young again. (We're both around 60ish) It surprised me that he opened up as much as he did, while I was still trying to hide myself. I have a lot of trouble now talking about emotions except for here where I feel safe. |
It sounds like things went really well and there may just be a spark between you ;) I'm glad you decided to meet him. Gravy fries are indeed a good sign . . . I think he sounds very nice, by the way. And you deserve very nice. |
Originally Posted by amy55
(Post 4810770)
Fries w/ gravy, big thing in PA, just like pierogies, and potato pancakes Although, I've heard they put cheese fries on top of salads in Pittsburgh... |
NEPA . NorthEast Pa. Scranton, wilkes-barre, hazleton area. |
Originally Posted by amy55
(Post 4811440)
NEPA . NorthEast Pa. Scranton, wilkes-barre, hazleton area. |
WHAT KIND OF GRAVY????? never heard of this. |
choublak, they also have what they call monkey meat here. When I saw that I said WTH is that? It's chopped bologna with mayonnaise. Even to me it sounded disgusting, but then I remembered one of my fav sandwiches was bologna and mayonnaise I might try that someday. |
Anyways though, I am feeling a lot better, and I am glad that I went today. I need to do a lot of work on my trust issue, or not, (lol), I'll see. |
Hi, I'm so glad you went too. I came to this thread because I just watched a TedTalk - Brene Brown: The Power of Vulnerability. I thought of this thread so you may want to watch it. It is about 20 minutes long and you can find it on youtube under that name. |
Originally Posted by Thumper
(Post 4811503)
Hi, I'm so glad you went too. I came to this thread because I just watched a TedTalk - Brene Brown: The Power of Vulnerability. I thought of this thread so you may want to watch it. It is about 20 minutes long and you can find it on youtube under that name. |
Amy, I think being able to tell a guy you expected him to check you were ok was amazing, and that he coped so well with it and wanted to make sure you sorted things out. It sounds like a great chance to get to know someone, and he sounds like a very self aware person. Which is great. Make sure you make some time just to enjoy and have fun. Glad to hear something nice is happening. :) |
I like the frog spawn bit. He sounds like he has a good sense of humour. |
Originally Posted by Thumper
(Post 4811503)
Hi, I'm so glad you went too. I came to this thread because I just watched a TedTalk - Brene Brown: The Power of Vulnerability. I thought of this thread so you may want to watch it. It is about 20 minutes long and you can find it on youtube under that name. What I got out of it was sometimes I need to be vulnerable. I can't close off my heart. Will try to watch the rest of it tomorrow. And I already have a cooling pad for my computer, but watching you tube or any video, may and will shut my computer down. Thank you , I appreciate that. I know I want to keep myself locked up, but to find happiness again, I need to open up. |
Originally Posted by FeelingGreat
(Post 4811541)
I like the frog spawn bit. He sounds like he has a good sense of humour. |
It's so hard to tell people about my "triggers". I walked on eggshells for years, and I don't want someone else to feel that way about me. But, I have triggers. I feel like I have this guy walking around on eggshells. I need to be open here with him, and it is hard for me, but if I don't then he won't know what to expect or why I react the way I do. It's so hard to go from trying to stuff your feelings, and walking on eggshells waiting for the explosion, and to be with someone who wants you to talk about those things, ....... It's another trigger for me, me being able to speak. I was told, you have the right to remain silent, and anything you say, will and can be held against you. And he proved it. It's so hard for me to be open to someone. People that I have met here see me as very talkative, happy, etc.... This isn't the person that I knew me as. I was shy, withdrawn, afraid to say anything. This in a way is a new person that I didn't know I was. Y'all remember I was married and living with him for over 25 years. Was with him for about 3 before then, then the divorce period was 2 1/2 years. I don't know who I am, and this guy is willing to listen to me. Why????? |
Amy, he sees the new you - talkative, happy, etc.... |
Originally Posted by CodeJob
(Post 4811569)
Amy, he sees the new you - talkative, happy, etc.... The best option is to take it slow, and he suggested that. I'm good with this!!!!!!! Just why is he so effing understanding????????? (lol) This just makes me think that I am crazier than I already thought I was crazy. |
I just want to thank everyone who got me out of that tree today. I wanted to hide out and isolate, and this may be a good thing for me. |
You can make a good face-to-face friend whatever happens and that's always wonderful. I find it so much harder to make connections now compared to when I was younger. Enjoy learning about yourself as the process unfolds. |
I'm so lad that things went well. I don't know you but from what you share here, and how you support others....how could someone NOT want to know the real you? The REAL you is all the different parts of you that make up the wonderful person you are. He sounds lovely too! |
Originally Posted by redatlanta
(Post 4811456)
WHAT KIND OF GRAVY????? never heard of this. Plain old, thick, salty brown gravy... with crispy, thin fries. Best served in small mom & pop diners where the gravy is homemade.
Originally Posted by amy55
(Post 4811440)
NEPA . NorthEast Pa. Scranton, wilkes-barre, hazleton area. |
Originally Posted by choublak
(Post 4811426)
Okay, I have to ask. Where in PA? I'm near Philly and have never heard of fries with gravy. Although, I've heard they put cheese fries on top of salads in Pittsburgh... |
So so glad you went! He sounds like a really nice person. Relax girl....have some fun in your life!!! XXX |
Originally Posted by amy55
(Post 4811461)
Anyways though, I am feeling a lot better, and I am glad that I went today. I need to do a lot of work on my trust issue, or not, (lol), I'll see. We all deserve respect and a natural flow in our relationships. Some people can't give that, and don't care. If you run into one of those, it is NOT YOUR FAULT. That's been a helpful attitude for me to take--that getting out there again can be fun, and not heavy or full of pressure to get it 'right.' When it IS right, the pressure is gone. Good luck with this, and have fun!! |
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