8 Days NC
 

So I have 8 solid days of NC… A few of them were hard and other days I was ok… Today for a quick minute I found myself worrying if he is talking to someone else.. Then the better part of me said I don’t want him anyways.. I am a little nervous to hear those words tho, when the time does come.. Right now I just have to focus on today and not worry about the things that are not in my control. Wish it was as easy as it sounds.. When do you really stop worrying about what they are doing, who they are with, etc.?

I can assure you if he is "talking to someone else" he is attempting to manipulate them. You don't need that. it will always be a 3some in his relationships..him and his addiction come first, the other person is being used.

congrats on the 8 days, it doesn't matter, you deserve to be treated well by a normal person who respects you and cares about you.