Finally!!! A Huge Step in the Right Direction
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Finally!!! A Huge Step in the Right Direction
Next weekend will be one year since STBX started in to drinking again.
Fifteen years of marriage and 10 of those I stood by him through his alcohol and drug addictions, suffered through the hurt and pain of being verbally, mentally and emotionally abused, and I feel like finally there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been living with family and friends, staying in someone's spare room for 8 months now while most of my belongings sit in storage.
I know I still have many issues to deal with but tomorrow is going to be a new beginning for me.
First thing in the morning I will sign the papers for my new home and start moving in at 10am tomorrow.
This is such a huge thing for me, I have been praying for so long to get to this point. I feel like I will be able to finally breathe and know that my life will start to take some shape and focus.
Fifteen years of marriage and 10 of those I stood by him through his alcohol and drug addictions, suffered through the hurt and pain of being verbally, mentally and emotionally abused, and I feel like finally there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been living with family and friends, staying in someone's spare room for 8 months now while most of my belongings sit in storage.
I know I still have many issues to deal with but tomorrow is going to be a new beginning for me.
First thing in the morning I will sign the papers for my new home and start moving in at 10am tomorrow.
This is such a huge thing for me, I have been praying for so long to get to this point. I feel like I will be able to finally breathe and know that my life will start to take some shape and focus.
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I am beyond happy!! Moved in today and such a great wonderful place to be!!!!
The neighbors came over and welcomed me right away and said this couldn't be more perfect timing for me to move in ... this Saturday is a neighborhood BBQ and block party. They told me no worries about bringing anything to potluck, as the newest neighbor, I am the guest of honor. Many offers of help getting settled in, unpacking, anything I need... just ask. Very quiet solid neighborhood. I am feeling so very blessed. Words can not express how grateful I am feeling right now.
Just took a nice hot shower and then sat out on the porch tonight relaxing. Very quiet and wonderful and I feel so much at peace, tears streaming down my face for finally finding the peace I have been wanting for so long. I am so very thankful for everyone that has supported me to find peace in my life, my HP the Lord Jesus Christ, friends, family and those of you here at SR.
I pray that each and every one of you that are suffering now will eventually find yourself to the place I am right now.
Love, hugs and prayers to all.
The neighbors came over and welcomed me right away and said this couldn't be more perfect timing for me to move in ... this Saturday is a neighborhood BBQ and block party. They told me no worries about bringing anything to potluck, as the newest neighbor, I am the guest of honor. Many offers of help getting settled in, unpacking, anything I need... just ask. Very quiet solid neighborhood. I am feeling so very blessed. Words can not express how grateful I am feeling right now.
Just took a nice hot shower and then sat out on the porch tonight relaxing. Very quiet and wonderful and I feel so much at peace, tears streaming down my face for finally finding the peace I have been wanting for so long. I am so very thankful for everyone that has supported me to find peace in my life, my HP the Lord Jesus Christ, friends, family and those of you here at SR.
I pray that each and every one of you that are suffering now will eventually find yourself to the place I am right now.
Love, hugs and prayers to all.
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