I Hate Moving!
once in a . . .
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I Hate Moving!
am in the midst of moving - which in my opinion should be a DIRTY word. I HATE MOVING!
I especially HATE THIS MOVE. I've sorted hunny's belongings from mine. Mine are going to son + family's house. Some of his are going to Goodwill, some things I'll bring to son's + store.
I'm grateful that I have somewhere safe to go, AND I can bring my rabbits - but it also sucks at the same time.
WOW - Just as I was getting wound up for a nice litle pity-party, my dil calls. I tell ya - she is THE most awesome woman! She's got good timing too! I've shifted gears back to *grateful*.
ahhhhhhhhh - what a relief!
*geesh* - I'm not even very good at pouting any more!
I *think* that's a good thing - right?
I go from being so sad/hurt that I think I will just break - to - feeling so grateful + even serene that I can't believe I thought I was going to break. It feels so insane sometimes - to just keep going back + forth. Maybe the kids will pad my room for me - - a nice soft wall to bang my head against.
I miss my hunny so much. Field Research on Step One sucks.
Son + I moved 3-4 loads of stuff today. Starting to feel more real.
Tomorrow the "big things" get moved - love seat, kitchen table, bed - etc.
I have no idea what I'm talking about.
Blue
I especially HATE THIS MOVE. I've sorted hunny's belongings from mine. Mine are going to son + family's house. Some of his are going to Goodwill, some things I'll bring to son's + store.
I'm grateful that I have somewhere safe to go, AND I can bring my rabbits - but it also sucks at the same time.
WOW - Just as I was getting wound up for a nice litle pity-party, my dil calls. I tell ya - she is THE most awesome woman! She's got good timing too! I've shifted gears back to *grateful*.
ahhhhhhhhh - what a relief!
*geesh* - I'm not even very good at pouting any more!
I *think* that's a good thing - right?
I go from being so sad/hurt that I think I will just break - to - feeling so grateful + even serene that I can't believe I thought I was going to break. It feels so insane sometimes - to just keep going back + forth. Maybe the kids will pad my room for me - - a nice soft wall to bang my head against.
I miss my hunny so much. Field Research on Step One sucks.
Son + I moved 3-4 loads of stuff today. Starting to feel more real.
Tomorrow the "big things" get moved - love seat, kitchen table, bed - etc.
I have no idea what I'm talking about.
Blue
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: northern minnesota
Posts: 269
hang in there. tomorrow is another day. and sounds like your son and daughter in law are happy to have you. this could be the first step in a much more meaningful and warm relationship than any of you thought possible.
ps... dont forget the duct tape. good luck. onward to the next right thing.
ps... dont forget the duct tape. good luck. onward to the next right thing.
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: Backwoods, PA
Posts: 223
You know, Blue Moon, I'm in the process of moving myself. It is hard to let go of the dreams that you had, but I believe that new doors will open for both of us.
Change is scary! Change is hard! But, ultimately.....CHANGE IS GOOD!
I don't want to waste anymore of my life waiting and hoping that he'll stop drinking. Hoping that he won't come home drunk and go into a rage.
Hoping that he'll quit partying with my sister.
The facts are that I can't change him. I can only change myself.
As long as he is drinking, he will continue to be mean.
God only gave me one life to live. I don't want to walk on eggshells anymore.
I want to be happy. I want to be free. I won't let anybody mistreat me ever again.
Right now I am scared to death......as I'm sure you are, BlueMoon.
It's kind of like jumping out of an airplane with a parachute. Hoping and praying that it will open. Trust your HP. It will open. Might be a little scary. May be a bumpy landing, but you will be just fine. I will be too.
One day at a time. One minute at a time.
God bless you, BlueMoon.
My prayers are with you!
Change is scary! Change is hard! But, ultimately.....CHANGE IS GOOD!
I don't want to waste anymore of my life waiting and hoping that he'll stop drinking. Hoping that he won't come home drunk and go into a rage.
Hoping that he'll quit partying with my sister.
The facts are that I can't change him. I can only change myself.
As long as he is drinking, he will continue to be mean.
God only gave me one life to live. I don't want to walk on eggshells anymore.
I want to be happy. I want to be free. I won't let anybody mistreat me ever again.
Right now I am scared to death......as I'm sure you are, BlueMoon.
It's kind of like jumping out of an airplane with a parachute. Hoping and praying that it will open. Trust your HP. It will open. Might be a little scary. May be a bumpy landing, but you will be just fine. I will be too.
One day at a time. One minute at a time.
God bless you, BlueMoon.
My prayers are with you!
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