Hawkeye13

I learned detachement to escape living with an alcoholic mother.
She would get drunk, say and do terrible things, and not remember.
Then I would get in trouble for being upset or angry about it later.
It started slow when I became the target after my older brother moved out.
But it got to be the main party before too long.

Unfortunately for me, I never learned attachment too well after that.
I don't really trust anyone even though you can't tell that from my surface actions.
My adult life has pretty much been me watching myself do things detached.

So I turned to drink to just feel anything. That's what happens for a lot of COAs I bet.