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it's my birthday I can cry if i want to.... Well, today is my birthday. Today I would of gave birth to our 2nd baby that I sadly miscarried in April due to the stress my AH caused me. Today I am giving myself the right to cry. My AH woke up this morning and said nothing about the day as I drove him to work. I am not expecting anything. He spent all his paycheck this weekend on alcohol and spice. So, nothing leftover for even a cake. Yes, I am having a pity party. It's hard to think how I always make him feel like a King on his birthday: homemade birthday cake, putting his name on the local new stations birthday rool, card/ presents, birthday breakfast, and a night out at a Japanese buffet. For me....nothing. Even sober. Today is just too raw with emotion. Hope this day flies by, and thank you for letting me vent. |
Oh, honey, I'm so sorry. You know the best way to get a bad day over with? Go to bed early. There is no shame in grief. I'm sending you hugs, all my good vibes, and my best birthday wishes. I've spent too many birthdays alone and I know how lonely it can feel. We are with you here. :) :You_Rock_ :ring :bday2 |
Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday Dear Positivchang Happy Birthday To You Sending Happy Birthday wishes your way |
:birthday :a122: Sending you lots of Birthday Wishes & (((((HUGS))))) today!! |
I'm so sorry - if we were in the same area, I would bake you the most wonderful cake! I hope you find some time today to spoil yourself with a good book, a fun conversation with a friend, and a new coat of nail polish. Happy Birthday to you! |
Happy Birthday I am very sorry for the loss of your baby - please take the time you need to feel your grief. And when you feel better - please don't wait on anyone to celebrate your birthday ~ celebrate on your own if you want - do something special for YOU ~ you are worthy of it! special pink hugs! |
I think it's quite normal to still have a slight bit of hope that he will acknowledge your birthday. Expectations aside, disappointment aside, I understand your hurt feelings. Holidays and birthdays have a way of slapping us in the face with a big dose of reality. The, " holy crap this is what my life has come to" is a pill we just do not want to swallow on our special day. I have to agree with everyone, do something special for you today, you certainly deserve it. Wishing you a Happy Birthday, and may the upcoming year bring peace, health and love. |
[QUOTE=positivechang;4288565]I always make him feel like a King on his birthday: homemade birthday cake, putting his name on the local new stations birthday rool, card/ presents, birthday breakfast, and a night out at a Japanese buffet. QUOTE] boy of boy can I relate, having the EXACT same feeling today for the EXACT same reasons. Make your birthday special regardless. |
Happy Birthday, thinking of you today :bday9 |
Happy birthday! Sending positive vibes your way. |
happy birthday lady! what can you do to celebrate that is free??? exercise paint your nails style your hair make yourself your favorite treat pick some flowers for yourself play with dog / baby /friends game night with friends or family rent favorite movie and have popcorn (can you rent movies anymore?) |
bubble bath! |
:a122::dance8::e025: Happy Birthday to you!!:chior:bday5 |
I am so sorry to hear about your baby,must indeed feel raw today. Forget him,not worth your energy,is there any way you can celebrate your birthday with a friend,or family member,a meal.even a cuppa,cake and chat. I AGREE ,make that birthday cake you deserve it...HAPPY BIRTHDAY.:bday2 :a122::a122: |
Happy Birthday, PC!! Can't get the photo to post, only the link, but I think you'd like this...mmmm https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/i...8l3zcWGwXGYAgo |
Every single one of you are angels! Thank you so much for cheering me up, and making me feel so special. I can really feel how genuine your posts are, and it means more than you all know. Honeypig...that cake looks delicious! This is the best place to celebrate! |
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Awe, deeker, thank you!! Baby and I danced to the Beatles. Brought joy to my soul. The cake looks delicious! |
It's chocolate with chocolate pudding and strawberries inside. I spent all day baking it, I burndt the first one. Well actually my hubby baked this one. I can't cook or bake very well. :) |
Happy Birthday! Sending hugs! :You_Rock_ |
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