Everyone but me
 

So now that in I'm clean I realize how no one around me is. My partner and friends all have a doc. How do I enjoy life like this?
I'm not worried about my sobriety, even watching them party doesn't make me want to.

My house guest/former best friend and drinking buddy just spent 3 days with me. She drank non-stop. I did not and had no desire to, but It was still incredibly stressful. I'm re-evaluating the "friendship".

Can you add some new people in your life who have the earthier habits you're taking on? It doesn't mean you have to she'd your old people (although I get the sense many people do), but at least start connecting yourself with a few other people who don't rely on a doc? From meetings maybe?