getting stronger every day!!!!!
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getting stronger every day!!!!!
After about a week. My ex A is starting to contact me. He called last night around 10:30p. I did not pick up the phone. (Thank you God for keeping me strong).
He left a message. The message said. "my friend saw you and your daughter at the football game. He said you were both looking beautiful. bye.
This is so typical of us.
After taking a step back. I am starting to see a little bit of clarity.
In the past, I would have picked up the phone or called him back. and I would have taken this as a compliment. (how messed up is that?) Then something would have come up about our past and something would have come up about going somewhere and doing something. The next thing you know. Our bags would be packed and out the door he and I would be.
song by Lee Ann Womack - I may hate myself in the morning.
Aint it just like one of us
to pick up the phone and call after a couple of drinks
and say how you been. Ive been wondering if you been thinking about me.
And somewhere in the conversation an old familar invitation always arise and
I may hate myself in the morning but Im gonna love you tonight.
Well.......
No more for me. His message made me feel sick to my stomach. I am also starting to get mad because....I got not one word from him when I told him I was leaving. I got nothing when I asked him if he truely loves me. I never get anything from him, when it comes to my feelings or wants or needs.
So now I am at the point where I dont care about his needs or wants anymore.
The strength that I am feeling right now is wonderful!!!!!!!!
I hope that all of the other SR people here that are in the same situation I am, will soon be able to feel the way I do right now!!!!!
my thoughts and prayers are with all of yall!!!!!!! Find the strength!!!
He left a message. The message said. "my friend saw you and your daughter at the football game. He said you were both looking beautiful. bye.
This is so typical of us.
After taking a step back. I am starting to see a little bit of clarity.
In the past, I would have picked up the phone or called him back. and I would have taken this as a compliment. (how messed up is that?) Then something would have come up about our past and something would have come up about going somewhere and doing something. The next thing you know. Our bags would be packed and out the door he and I would be.
song by Lee Ann Womack - I may hate myself in the morning.
Aint it just like one of us
to pick up the phone and call after a couple of drinks
and say how you been. Ive been wondering if you been thinking about me.
And somewhere in the conversation an old familar invitation always arise and
I may hate myself in the morning but Im gonna love you tonight.
Well.......
No more for me. His message made me feel sick to my stomach. I am also starting to get mad because....I got not one word from him when I told him I was leaving. I got nothing when I asked him if he truely loves me. I never get anything from him, when it comes to my feelings or wants or needs.
So now I am at the point where I dont care about his needs or wants anymore.
The strength that I am feeling right now is wonderful!!!!!!!!
I hope that all of the other SR people here that are in the same situation I am, will soon be able to feel the way I do right now!!!!!
my thoughts and prayers are with all of yall!!!!!!! Find the strength!!!
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